Abhira Os/Ts/Ss( Tu Pahela Pyar) .

Missing my Abhi 💔

सफर के लिए निकले थे
हमसफर से मुलाकात हो गई
जमाना जिसे इश्क कहेता है
तुमसे वही बात हो गई!!!❤️

Ohho tu to shayar bhi ban gayi Akshu!!''
" Tu bhi na ye shayri bas maine ye maine apni Nani or mumma ki dairy "YE RISHTA KYA KEHLATA HAI!!' mei likha hai apne Abhi ke liye!"

"Itne saal wali dairy tere paas!!"

" Kuch chize sambhal kar rakhna padta hai ...bhale hi insan chala gya lekin unki yaade humare sath rahe jati hai Dost!"

Tears welled up from her eyes!!"...

"Ab tu ro mat aage story continue kar chudail!"

Hmmm!!"

POV::

After fighting with my love I was shattered I have not expected he will say all this .
He didn't even think what he is saying that time, he has frastuated very frastuated in his frustration he said that he don't want to see my face anywhere in this city .....

I was lying on the death bed in Birla's hospital Abhimanyu was treating me with tears in his eyes ....how someone cry after saying that he don't want to see my face nd too he is treating me while crying . First time he has cried treating his patient it was a devasted moment for him every doctor were shocked to see "ABHIMANYU BIRLA " is crying for his patient .....

AKSHU BREATHE AKSHU BREATHE TUMNE AAJ TAK KABHI MERI BAAT NAHI MAANI TO AAJ KE BAAD KABHI APNI SHAKAL NHI DIKHAUNGA!" he had said holding my hand keeping it near his cheek with the scared face carseing my hair he was shattered Seeing me in that condition AKSHUUU!! AKSHUUU!! PLEASE BREATHE!! he was just looking at me with the tears

After 5 second it was a magic for him I started breathing but he still didn't leave my hand "breathe, breathe!" He was repeating every time
" Sorry sorry!! I am really sorry Maine tumhe gusse mein kya kya bol diya sorry!!" Carseing my hair with full love care......I was not in scenes I can feel his hot tears on my cheeks that was not tears for me it was my most precious things how he can waste my precious thing.....

When he heard I need a operation to open my eyes he was freeze looking at me don't want to do my operation he don't want to hurt me by his own hand how much he hurted me by his words but he can't hurt me by his medical tool... " Main nhi kar sakta please taiji main nhi kar main Akshu ko dard nhi de sakta please mujse nhi hoga!!"every doctor comfort him to do my operation because case was critical.... finally he take his medical tools to do my operation. His hand was shivering, lips were trembling , body had freezed just his doctor hands are working on my body......" BAS BAS AKSHU HO GAYA JADA DARD NHI HOGA TUM PLEASE BREATHE KARO PLEASE BAS HO GAYA!" he said like I am his kid......ohh god how cute nd charming my Abhi is ...
Finally he did is work with full concentration and did my Operation perfectly......
Because of him I get to see this world once again.
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JAANIYEEEEEEEE!!!!

DIL TUNE CHUA HAI
100 MAR DAFA ..

ABHIIII!!! my heart beat whispered

Yaa this music when ever he is close to me this music automatically my heart sings make all things glimpse up which is near me with a happy vibes.....
When my hair flows in air I turned nd saw him running on the stairs how hot he looks even running...

CHU LE JO TU
DIL KO SUKOON
OSS BHI BOOND HO JAYE

I started walking towards the door with my slow steps I was controlling myself very hard when I reach to the door I open the door with the full force I saw him, I get shocked he was looking at me dangerously first of on his trembling lips were making me more scared like a hell .
I was looking at him with open mouth
My heart fluttered with pain when I saw his falling tears on the ground from his one eye ..

JAANIYEEEEEEEE!!"

I pull him in the room before anyone will see him nd i close the door I turn around towards him " Abhii tum!!"
I was going closer to him but my leg slipped nd i was going to fall but he wrapped his both muscular arms around my waist nd protected me from falling I held his shirt tightly and we both are looking each other eyes...

I can see pain in his eyes he wants his question answer I know very well for what he have came here....he made me stand away from him nd again he pulled me closer to himself I look at him "Abhimanyu chodo koi aajyega!! Abhimanyu koi dekh lega!" He had cupped my face I am trying to come out from his grip but he didn't left me

"Abhimanyu please jao yaha seee !" I said coming out from his grip and marching towards the mirror away from me but he is following me
He came from back with one photo nd snapped his hand hard on the mirroring making it break from the between I look at him through mirror blinking ....

His eyes fully red " kyun?!"  Dangerously he said making me shiver he was sobbing hard nd he made me turn towards himself by my arm " kyun? Kyun ?kyun? " Bas!" "Kyu?' " bas ? " Kyu? I hold my ear by my both hand nd said "Bas Bas Bas" ...." Please!! Please!" Crying I said to him .
He sat down on his knees with tensed and broken face I remove my hand from my ear and look at him " kyun? Kyun? Kiya tumne Aisa?!"I look down closing my fist " kyun hone diya tumne Aisa? Pyar karti ho na tum mujhse!" He was crying " to mana kyu Kiya?" I look at him with tears . He came near my face nd said husking nd sobbing" mujhe har sawal ka jawab chahiye har khamoshi ka hisab chahiye mujhe har naa ki wajah chahiye mujhe!"I look down getting fear  tears are welling up from my eyes I don't know what he wil ask what I will give the answer..." Batao tumhare liye aaya tha tumhare ghar rishta lekar pyar karti ho na,?I look at him nodding
," To chup kyu Rahi ? Kyu kiya mere sath aisa? Sabke samne majak bana kar rakh diya mera kyun? He showed me the photo I look at it

" Aag mein jal raha tha Mai tumne bachaya mujhe apni jaan par khelkar ye zindagi Tumhari Amanat hai main kisi or par kurban kar raha tha fir bhi chup rahi tum?
Are shadi ho rahi thi meri !  Kisi or se kisi or ka ho jata tab bhi tum....he stopped I sobbed badly "kyu?' he again asked in our relationship this kyun never ends....

" Ye kaisaa pyar hai ? Ye konsa pyar hai ? batao mujhe? kaisa mana tumne? Kaise manaya apne dil ko chup rahene ke liye? Btao kaise? He shouted in anger greeting his teeth " kyu?kyun?kyu? " I close my eyes nd started crying I joined my hand infront of him " Bas ! Bas ! Bas ! Abhimanyu please bas please band karo please jao yaha se! Please jao yaha se ! He held my hand I was continuously saying the words to go him he tried to make me calm down " Akshu shant ho jao relax! Shant jao please sambhalo apne aap ko !"
I stopped crying nd look at him he was looking down " but lekin mujhe jawab chahiye wo bhi aaj !"
Making me shocked ....
" 4 baje tak ka waqt hai tumhare pass sunset ke pass aajana sare jawabo ke saath!" I was even more shocked is he a doctor or a teacher asking for the practical file if I don't give he will not allow me to sit in the exam....

He stand to go but stop nd look at me nd said in his dark making me flinch away from my place" jo tum nhi aayi!! To main tumahare sath kya kar sakta tum soch bhi nhi sakti! I turn nd look at him again with shocked face he again reminded me time ...he walked back with his past steps nd look at me nd gave a salute with his 2 fingers nd remove the curtains nd jump from the window from 2nd floorrrr seriously.....
I stand with my open mouth in shocking face dusting his shirt he walked off from Goenka house.
I look at the time nd on the time
There was only 2 hours how I will give him answer I was thinking...
" Kyu kanha ji kyu? Aap mujhe hi aisi duvida mein dalte hai kyu? Looking here and there I look at the photo of aaru and me " aaru tujhe yhi Hona chahiye mujhe sab kuch clear hona chahiye or tujhe bhi... Sab kuch saf saf batana hi hoga aaj jo sawal abhi ne mujhse kiya hai na uska jawab tujhe bhi dena hoga samjhi tu!!" I take out my phone to call her....

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I will not say anything,💔