Hello everyone... this is the author. I'm writing this story because I feel that I have a lot of traumas though none was caused through sexual abuse in the household. Or at least it's not something I would count as sexual assault it's just something that makes me uncomfortable. For the record I am NOT trying to self-diagnose anything. I guess you should learn a little about me.
TW: talk of religion, panic attacks, Harmful thoughts ECT...
I'm just going to talk about a bit of my trauma if you can't handle that I hope you will skip this chapter and go to the next :)
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To start, I am a minor. Please do not be creepy or weird in the comments or anything. I will talk about why I'm extremely uncomfortable with sharing all of this stuff. So....
Hi. I am a teen. I have always gone to church since I can remember. When I was 8, I began feeling weird about women, I began to... have crushes on them. When I was 8, I found this girl on Meep City I really liked, she went by Tokyo. I never found out her real name and she ghosted me. By the time I was 9 I had a polyamorous relationship on the game Roblox. I had 2 girlfriends. We met through a Meep City party, and we began to chat a lot. Later they asked me to date them. We would fake propose to each other and pretend to... "do the deed" on Roblox games. I had a few girlfriends in the middle. But the most recent one lasted a year. We met In Gacha Online, after a while I began to feel weird about it, she and her friend's trauma dumped on me, and it traumatized me. I broke up with her when she told me that she stabbed herself in the eye. It scared me and I broke up with her instantly. I later realized that she was a groomer, we met when i was 11 and she was 17. I dont want her to be called a groomer because she technically wasnt an adult and i feel its off to call her a groomer- idk tell me what you guys think.
ANYWAYS, enough with that trauma. So, I once when I was 10 got a call from a weird man, I texted him because I was an idiot 10yr old. He was a predator. He told me my address, full name, and school. We never caught him, but he kept texting me telling me I was beautiful and should meet with him. I did block him though. UHHHHHH i cant really remember my other trauma as of now because im stupid. and lazy. lmao i might write it in later.
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is your God real anymore?
FantasyI'm writing this because I have reason to believe that I may have religious trauma. I am writing this through the eyes of a teen who is seeing things and learning things she did not know about her trauma. I'm going to try and portray it in a realist...
