the things i forgot to say

zoltan

a new place

new people

and there you were

under the pavilion

shooting me a warm smile

you text me three weeks later

you ask me to be with you

i say yes

we talk on the phone every day

you say that you love me

i say that i love you too

but it is just a ruse

every time i said it 

it felt like the most wrong

most terrible

thing ever

so i broke up with you

you text me the day before halloween

and ask me to date you again

because i have had time to 

reconsider

i had thought of doing the same thing

but i didn't

because i just wanted to be friends

but that was not enough for you