I am very sorry that I took so much time to update actually after the exam I got busy with Durga Puja which is our main festival. After that I was sick for a long time. However now that I feel a little better I have tried to write again. I hope you enjoy it.
"I hate you kimhan.I will forget you.
It would be best if we forget everything and go our separate ways"
These words of Porchay destroyed Kim. He started to feel very empty inside. It seems to him that now everything in his life is meaningless.
He himself does not know how he drove to his apartment with blurred vision with tears in his eyes. Chay's words just kept playing like a record in his head. He can't think of anything else.
With trembling legs he leaned against the wall and the stair railing and entered his room and went to a corner of the bed and sat down on the floor.
His eyes were empty, eyelids and cheeks wet with tears.
He thought that after his mother's death he had found a new light in life, a new life had been stirred within him and he thought he had found a new reason to live.But it was all over in a blink of an eye, he ended it all with his own hands.
He covered his face with his hand and continued to wail. It was as if someone had put a burden on his chest.
There was no energy left in him to speak yet but he slowly began to say --
I'm sorry..........I.....I'm sorry..... chay.
I'm.... I'm sorry..... P.. please don't.....h..hate me................
I...I can't..... take....it...any.....anymore.
He just cried non-stop for hours. At last sleep overtook him.
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On the other hand Porchay burst into tears after Kim left. He can't believe that he told Kim all these words. Porsche didn't raise him that way.
Maybe he wanted to ease the pain that had been buried in his heart for so long. But he has no idea why he feels remorse after saying those words to Kim.
Chay doesn't understand why Kim has tears in his eyes even though he is the one who betrayed him like that.
Seeing Kim like that, he forgot his own pain. Seeing kim crying like that he wanted to take him in his arms and kiss his tears away. But he could not move his legs from one place.
He was confused to see Kim standing there so shocked as if kim is the one who is in pain. No matter how angry he is even after suffering so much he still loves Kim and he can't deny it. He doesn't think he can ever forget his first love so easily.
He is regretting why he didn't let Kim talk to him. Maybe he would have apologized and maybe he would have forgiven him.
He lay on the bed in a fetal position and cried continuously for hours.
He was so exhausted from all the crying that he can't even open his eyes properly and at last he fell asleep.
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