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Longer chap bc I've been gone for awhile almost 400 words more than normal.
Back to present time

Felix

On my way out of the apartment building I ran into changbin, I told him I was heading to the store and he said he was aswell. It was nice to talk to him while walking his presence made me feel calm. It could be nothing like hyunjins presence for me though he made me feel something, more than just calmness. A feeling I can't explain..

"Felix?..hello?"

"Oh- um sorry, I zoned out."

Hyunjins pov

I was on my way back home and realized I'm really close to the store. I decided to just go back home just incase Felix might have already gotten the hair dye, but on my way I noticed changbin and Felix walking to the store and talking toghether. It made my blood boil even thinking about changbin near Felix, but to actually see him?

It was too close, he was too close. It's not official but I don't care Felix is mine, he was mine to begin with and that's how it's gonna end. Even worse is I know changbin tried to kill me, I swapped myself out with a stranger. I'm not sorry about it though, I had to live for Felix and there was no way changbin would be the reason for my death.

He wants me dead and I know he wants Felix to himself. I started to approach the store deciding I am going to go in after all and "accidentally" bump into Felix. It's a dumb plan, I am the one who sent him to the store after all so it would be werid for me to be there when I just told him to go there but- I don't really care right now.

I headed into the store before Felix could see me going in, I quickly ran to the candy section to get out of view of the doors. I watched as the two walked in it felt werid, I look like a stalker watching two people, a random guy who just ran into the store straight into the candy aisle and staring at one of the boys as if he was going to kill or hurt one.

Which I might, and if it's anyone it's gonna be changbin. Everytime I see him now my stomatch ties in knots and I just want to do nothing but hurt him. He tried to kill me for fucks sake, tried to kill me! I will hurt him before he can even try to hurt or touch Felix, I don't really care if he hurts me I care about Felix's well being.

"Excuse me" a short old woman had approached me, she had round glasses and a sage green knit sweater which I guessed she crocheted herself. I've always had a soft spot for old women and kids, they need to be taken care of most of the time and I'm always happy to help.
"Could you get me the bag of hard candy up there?" She continued.

"Of course" I didn't even notice Felix and changbin walking in the aisle as I focused on helping the old woman, I grabbed the bag and hand it to her. As i do with everyone I wished her the best and said goodbye hearing her shyly mumble a thank you while walking away to the register up front.

Felix pov

Butterflies erupted in my stomatch, I wasn't expecting to see hyunjin here especially not when he was helping an old lady, he was so gentle and patient with her I could've sworn I felt my knees weaken under my body. He turned around and we made eye contact, I immediately let go of changbins hand when he gave me a serious glare. I could tell changbin didn't like any bit of this interaction with me and hyunjin but frankly I didn't care.

I've known changbin has liked me as a friend but I act clueless cause the truth is he isn't my type, I only see him as a brother or a friend and I don't know how to break that to him. He's clearly so inlove with me he keeps asking me out holding my hand and kissing me on the cheek but I keep acting like that's normal things I do with him and my other friends when in reality it's not.

I saw hyunjin glare at changbin next, his eyes turned dark full of hatred. I could tell he knew something I didn't I just didn't know what and I was getting really tired of not knowing. It's hard pretending all the time not only do I have to pretend like I don't that changbin has a massive crush on me but I also have to pretend like I don't know that hyunjin knows something that I don't. I'm good at knowing peoples emotions, I can read them like a book and I know whatever hyunjin is hiding about changbin or someone or something it's not good. I feel like he's trying to protect me from it, but I don't need protection I can handle anything.

As long as he isn't in danger everything is okay and he can tell me anything, I promise that on my life. But it's not like I can tell him that.

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