I have been struggling with this dilemma for a long time. Why loving you is hurting me so much? You are the person I care about the most, the one who makes me happy, the one who understands me. But you are also the one who causes me pain, who disappoints me, who makes me doubt myself.
I love you, but I don't love the way you treat me. You are often distant, cold, and indifferent. You don't show me affection, appreciation, or respect. You don't listen to me, support me, or value me. You make me feel like I'm not good enough, like I'm not worthy of your love.
I know you have your own issues, your own struggles, your own fears. I know you are not perfect, and neither am I. I know you have been hurt before, and so have I. But that doesn't justify your behavior, your actions, your words. That doesn't excuse the way you make me feel.
I have tried to be patient, to be understanding, to be forgiving. I have tried to communicate, to compromise, to change. I have tried to give you space, time, and freedom. I have tried to do everything in my power to make this work. But nothing seems to be enough for you.
I don't know what else to do. I don't know how much longer I can endure this. I don't know if this is worth it anymore. Why loving you is hurting me so much? Why can't we be happy together? Why can't you love me the way I love you?
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