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Oppose cyber bullying

     My name is Eliana, and today I posted a dynamic post on my social account about "The new composition I wrote is perfect." Of course, I have a certain understanding of my own writing skills. That post was just a joke. I just wanted to see my netizens' reactions. But I never would have thought that this would be the beginning of my tragedy.

     The next day when I opened my social media inbox, I saw comments like this one after another

Netizen A: "You have eyes, can't you see how ugly your composition is? Are you blind?"

Netizen B: "Don't think that because you can write a little composition, you think you are good

 at writing. My little brother in sixth grade can write better than you."

Netizen C: "Donate your eyes if you don't want them! You don't even look at how ugly your writing is and how poorly you use your words."

"But I was just kidding!" I replied to them

A few minutes later, I checked my email again and another netizen replied to me, "It's useless to explain now. You're just quibbling! Besides, no one will believe you now."  "I'm sorry but I'm really just joking!" I replied to the netizen.

"It's useless no matter how much you argue now," a netizen replied

I even found people posting online asking to report me. There are also some people who even use my email address and dynamic comments that I have posted before to scold me. But I didn't tell anyone about it.

     After this happened for a few weeks, I became more and more introverted and even became autistic and didn't like to talk. My friend Lora called me several times and I didn't even notice. Even though I have apologized many times, netizens still keep scolding me.

My parents also noticed that something was wrong with me, One day my mother asked me, "What happened to you recently? Why did you suddenly become like this? Did someone bully you at school?" I just replied coldly, "No." 

My father also asked me, "If someone bullies you at school, don't be afraid. We will help you or you can tell me if you have any troubles in life." 

"I didn't, don't think too much about it" I said as I walked back to the room and locked the door.

     When I got back to my room I could hear my parents talking about me, why I had been acting so strange lately and then called Lora to ask if something had happened to me at school.

Lora is my best friend in school. We usually talk about everything, but recently I ignored her and turned a blind eye to her in school. Even she is worried about me.

And I also feel that my life is getting more and more boring. The colorful life that I once had every day has become boring.  And I have no hope for my future and I don't want to work hard at all. Even so, netizens still treat it as nothing and scold me, but it doesn't matter anymore. I hate this world and hate everyone in this world.

No matter how much you scold me, it doesn't matter. Anyway, I no longer have any hope in this world. No matter how much you scold me, this will end. You will die and grow old, just like... ordinary people.

In this way, I became autistic and quiet day by day, but netizens never stopped scolding me. That's how people are, especially if you don't like people online, you can just curse them because they don't know who you are, right? Even if they find out, what can they do to you?

     Some people will swallow their anger and some people will insult them directly. I am one of those people who choose to swallow their anger and it will always end up like this no matter what I choose. No matter how I explain, they will only say that I am quibbling.

God is testing our humanity every moment. Some people choose to go the wrong way, and some people take the right way. But no matter what the choice is, the consequences will eventually be death. I think like this every day even though I was not a believer in God at first.

Someone dies every day and someone is born every day. No matter what, someone dies and someone is born every moment.

I think like this almost every day, and I haven't listened carefully once in class. 

     This situation lasted for about five months until I read a novel. The novel was about a boy who was bullied by others and decided to transfer to another school. He changed himself in that school and abandoned his sad past. To welcome a new future, even if he is very unlucky, he is still working hard to change himself. 

I decided that I also wanted to change myself. I deleted that social app and downloaded another one. I became as confident and happy every day as before. Even my parents and Lora were surprised by my changes.

     Maybe not everyone is lucky when they are born. Luck can still be obtained through your own efforts. If you are not willing to work hard every day, luck may never come to you.