I jump at the touch of family or friends,always yelling and hitting at their hand,"quit touching me, don't touch me"
And then I feel bad after words, they don't know anything, I don't haft to be so harsh.
I'm just scared, dramatized and I have been since I was 8, that horrible man took away my innocence, he ruined me.
I can never really mess around with my friends without ending it. I live every day of my life afraid of the people around me. It may not seem like something is bothering on the outside but on the inside I'm miserable, torn.....alone.
Is there anyone I can talk to, will someone understand my pain?
