DISCLAIMER:
this chapter contains mature language and mentions of SH=self harm
Aurora POV
I woke up at 5 a.m feeling like shit with absolutely no motivation to keep living but I didn't care about my thoughts I just kept moving forward with life so I got my lazy ass up and took a shower after I finished taking my shower I put on work out clothes and went outside secretly and since there's a path around the whole school I thought about it and ran like 7 laps by then it was 5:50 and went back inside and took another shower and put on my uniform and went into the common room and sat down on one of the couches and started scrolling through my fyp which was filled with funny Tik Toks I laughed every 15 seconds or so until Enzo came down into the common room and I was sad that I didn't get to see him during break me and him talked until 6:50 because more students came down including Pansy and we talking for like 30 minutes it was 7:20 so we went to breakfast and ate after I finished eating,I went to the library and met up with Hermione and we talked about what we think about what's every lesson is going to be in class because we have the same schedule and because I have no other friends who has the same schedule as me we never plan to meet up but we always end up seeing each other it was 8 by then and we studied for like every subject it was 9 we ended studying and because classes start at 9:30 we went to class early we had potions first and since there were like 15 minutes till class I decided to take down the notes even though Snape hadn't told the students in the room to take notes down doesn't mean I'm not going too especially if I wanna be top girl this year I wanna make sure I get good grades,as the lesson started Snape said we had a new seating arrangement,the seating arrangements were Malfoy and Greengrass, Granger and Potter,Weasley and Parkinson,Lestrange and Riddle,Brekshire and Zabini after I heard that me and Mattheo were sitting together I wanted to die especially with what happened yesterday and today we were learning about Amortentia of course we were learning about the most powerful love potion right after I see my toxic boyfriend fucking somebody else right in front of me I came back to reality and as a Lestrange I already know the ingredients to Amortentia but we were only smelling it and I already know what Pansy perfume smells like and if I smell Mattheo,I'm not going to tell anyone except Pansy,Mattheo went first and he said he smelt nothing classic,I went next and I smelt Mattheo but I said I smelled Vanilla,Sweets, and Cinnamon, Pansy's natural scent and I know her scent because she wears the same perfume everyday after class I was going to DADA but I was pulled by Mattheo he was taking me somewhere and I kept asking where he was taking me but he didn't answer me and took me to the girls laboratory and I already knew what he was doing he was going to open the chamber of secrets and he opened them and we both go down to the chamber, after we went down he asked why I was ignoring him and I replied innocently "I'm not ignoring you" him he then told me to "cut the bullshit" and he said "I know what I did last night and I know you liked the kiss",I rolled my eyes after he said that I said "I'm going to be late for class" he replied "I don't give a shit" , I then gave him the finger after that he told me"stop acting like a bitch" he then saw my SH scars which were on my wrists he told me to show him my wrists I told him no then he put imperio on me he made me show him my scars he asked if it was because of Draco I silently nodded he said okay then he let me out of imperio then he said "I want to make a deal with you" I said "what type of deal" he said "fake dating" I said "okay sure" then we shook on it and I hurried to class and I knew class was going to be a pain in the ass but I had like 15 seconds before I was late so I made it with 3 seconds to spare so I quickly sat down at seat and I was sitting next to Draco in DADA and I ignored him through-out the whole lesson,it was quick and boring and I then through a blink of an eye the day was done and I was at the library after dinner and then I went back to my dorm but I found out they changed the dorms and they were the exactly the same dorm rooms of the seat arrangements of potions because everyone had changed schedules and dorm rooms so me and Mattheo had to share dorm and when I entered the common room I saw Mattheo on the couch our friend group was sitting on the opposite couch so I sat next to Mattheo and he put me on his lap because I was like 80 pounds,and our friends were looking at us like what the fuck just happened and I whispered to Mattheo "do I have to sit on your lap" he said "yeah if we're going to fake date" then I got a text from Pansy saying wtf I replied I'm dating him me and Draco broke up then our friend group just went to their dorms when everybody left I was getting up but Mattheo pulled me down and then I felt a boner I said "really" Mattheo he replied "yeah you really turned me on" ,I said "I want to go to bed" he replied "but you're body's telling me otherwise" I replied "shut up" ,then I stood up and went to our new dorm then he came up to the dorm and there was one bed and I took the more comfortable side because I was tired and then I blacked out because I was sleeping
