As I sat there breastfeeding Abel at home I was lost in so many different thoughts.
I mean I never did think I'd ever have a baby. Heck, I never thought I'd settle down.
But I love my baby and my husband. as well as my son Abel and I'll never ever regret them.
Its just so much had changed since things between Jax and I went from fucking whenever. to me being Abel's mom, Jax's ol'lady with is crow, being married and pregnant.
I was so used to sex with anyone I wanted to screw, fuck, or have eat me out.
but Jax does all that and then some so its not really me missing anything in that stand point.
After I burped and laid Abel back in his crib I fixed my top and went to take a relaxing shower before I started cleaning the house.
Mid-way through I get a call from Lu
"Hey lu" I greet
"Hey Millie. I was wondering if you've watched anything new recently?" she asked
"now. I've been busy with being a mom and prepping for mine and Jax's baby.
"I don't know how to tel lyou this but the video you and Jax made here. its been duplicated and fell into the wrong hands" she says
"whose?" I asked
"Georgies" she says
I hung up on her and called Jax.
"hello momma" he greets.
"that sicko Georgie has our sex tape we made at Lu's" I say
"fuck....its alright I'll get it" he says
"alright" I say
"love you" he says
"love you more" I tell him before I hung up with him and tried to keep from stressing about the sex tape.
to keep myself from being upset or pissed I went back to cleaning making sure I used no chemicals what so ever.
