There is a man in my dreams
I don't know who or what he is
I don't even know if he is real
I have very strange dreams ever sine I was a kid
probably because I started watching horror movies at a young age
I would either have very strange dreams or no dreams
perhaps I'd forget the dreams
but ever since 2020
there's been a man visiting me
in my dreams
I don't know where he comes from
I don't know what he wants
but hes always there
it's creeping me out
he's always watching me suffer
I either have really bad nightmares
or dreams where I would be pleased by other men
I would rarely have unique dreams anymore
the dreams have plots but it always leads to one of the two options
I don't know why he's doing this to me
Is he the one doing this to me?
He sometimes likes to participate in the dream
sometimes he acts like a guide
a boyfriend
or a friend
but everytime he participates in the dream
he changes his appearance
I might seem crazy
but he might change his appearance so I wouldn't know that it's him
I don't exactly know how he originally looks like
not even his face
but I know,I know who he is
even in a room full of other people
I would know which one he is
I tried to look it up on the internet
but nothing that matches this situation complitely
some people say he's a Jinn
google says that my dreams are repetitive because I want to feel the same experience again and again
but I don't
I don't want to be afraid in my own dreams
I don't want to be scared because he might be there and I have no clue on what he is
I'm scared
scared of telling people I know about him
they might think I'm crazy
but that's not true
I am not crazy
I don't even see him in real life while Im awake
so I m not hallucinating
it's okay
I'll be okay
after all,he's gonna be in my dreams regardless
I don't need to let anyone else know about this
it will be just me and him
Me and the man in my dreams