How I became Mrs. Jackson Wang

The Chance

Queueing for the concert was another experience as well. I talked with the fans in line and saw that there was a mixture of ladies and men. We chatted while we walked through the check-in and security check. The concert hall itself was amazing and it looked cavernous. That really added to my anxiety, but I shook it off and looked at all the prep work being done.

There were lights being tested and the musicians were testing their instruments. There was a very present buzz in the air, and everyone was moving towards the stage.

"aww aww aww, I came here to get some dopamine" we all heard him before he made it on to the stage. The fans went crazy, I was swept towards the staged and watched as Jackson came to center stage and looked out at us. My heart was beating out of my chest, and it was almost hard to breathe.

He repeated the line, and everyone joined him to sing. He did this a few times and listened to us sing. It was such a fun feeling.

"I love you guys"

"We love you, Jackson!!!" was shouted and repeated over and over. I don't remember how I made it to the front, but I did. I was right against the bar that separates the audience from the stage. I cupped my hands around my mouth and waited for the most opportune time when there was brief silence.

"I love you, Jackson!!!" I shouted with all my heart and saw him swivel his head to look directly at me.

"Oh! You made it!" he commented, and I knew my eyes widened.

"I said I would" I shouted back.

"That you did" he said with a smile.

Everyone was watching this exchange and the girls closest to me were hugging and screaming with me. It was such an amazing feeling and I felt beyond lucky. The performance itself was of course beyond words. As someone who always watched his shows when fans posted clips or full videos. Comparing videos to live shows, they are not even in the universe.

When he performed 'Blue' and 'Dopamine' I fell so deeply in love, those songs really hit differently when you are in his presence and in front row so to speak. I thought my luck had run out but it seemed it hasn't.

When the music for 'I love you 3000' started everyone went wild and so did I. I screamed at the top of my lungs and felt my throat start to burn. I was chosen too. When he pointed at me and his security came to get me, I was shaking in my boots. I ran on stage and Jackson held my hand and led me to the center. He started signing and staring into my eyes. This man, has he been going around making ladies fall in love with him all over the world during his tours.

He led me to the steps, and we sat down together. As he sang, I rested my head on his shoulder and hummed to the song. He intertwined our fingers and when he looked down at me and I looked up at him, I felt electricity sizzle between us. We stood when the song was close to ending and he handed me a rose and gave me a twirl and then a hug. When the song came to a end he led me backstage.