Chapter 1- trow back

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After a night working 'till 3am, jisung woke up checking the clock that showed it was 1pm. <shit, i'm late for work> said in a hurry to get out of the bed. He ruffed his messy hair getting to the closet to choose an outfit for the day, he usually doesn't do anything extra, just a pair of jeans w a belt, and a t-shirt or an oversized hoodie- whatever he felt comfortable with-. He was cussing himself for sleeping too much <I shouldn't have sleept so much, what's wrong with me, chan's gonna fire me this time for sure> he said while taking a quick shower, shivering at the slightly cold water cause he didn't let it warm before getting in.

When he was about to put his clothes on he got a phone call <morning jisung> said the voice on the other side of the phone <good morning chan> said jisung w his voice low as the other one barely heard it.

<look, I'm very sorry... I promise it won't happen again, I'm on my way right now> jisung said <why so early? we aren't supposed to hang out around 4?> chan said making jisung frown his eyebrows then his eyes widen and gave himself a mental slap. It was Sunday, the free day they've always had. <right, at 4, sorry I forgot..> he answered back trying to seem cool. <uh, no problem, if you want earlier just say so, I'll text the boys> chan said already realising the younger was lying and he just thought he had to go to work. <oh, no, don't worry. Um.. why did you called?> jisung not embarrassed asked <well I wanted to know if you're sill on> <I am, thanks for checking, see ya> jisung said wanting to end the call as soon as possible <ok, see you sungs> Jisung then threw himself on the soft sheets lettings out a loud sigh.


Since his parents made him- practically forced him- to move out, he'd been staying with hyunjin in a small apartment. A small kitchen, a bathroom, and thankfully two bedrooms. Jisung was a messy lazyass bomb, when on the other hand, hyunjin was very organised and you could rarely see the things in his room put out of the place.

When they've come out to their parents, unfortunately both of them kicked them out not wanting to embarrass the family's names.


⚠️TW: VIOLENCE AND HEAVY WORDS⚠️

<I've decided, I'm ready to come out to my parents. I'm afraid of how they'll react.. i hope they'll be understanding and love me still....> jisung said w excitement yet fear in his voice as he spoke <of course they're still gonna love you, you're their son> felix said his angel aura warming jisung's heart. <hyunjin, aren't you gonna say anything?> felix said kicking hyunjin w his elbow. <uhm.. yes.. um.. it's gonna be okay sungs, just so you know, we'll always be here for you.> he finally spoke. <I'll come out to my parents too. I think i am ready too.> he added the boys nodding and then hugging eachother.

Hyunjin was the only one who still kept in touch with chan after he had left. Only him, chan and jisung's parents knew the real reason chan left. After chan came out as gay, his parents lost it and they didn't want anything to do with him. And so chan packed his things and left for good his connections w his brother being cut off by their parents, he had only been in touch with hyunjin updating him w his life and hyunjin telling him about theirs too. All the time jisung questioned himself why did he left, if it was because of him and a lot of other things, he never thought of the actual reason he left. He wanted to exclude that thought especially because he was gay.

<mom, dad, I have something to tell you guys... I'm gay> jisung said after a little pause closing his eyes shut as he said it. <get out> his father said as tears gathered in his mother's eyes <what..?> he asked, his heart beating out of his chest <didn't you hear?! Get the fuck out of my house you disgusting faggot> his father shouted as tears fall on the boy's fluffy, not red cheeks. He stand there looking down at his feet trying to process what he was just told earning a hard slap across his face from his father. More tears came running down and more punches coming, him falling on the floor shaking. <leave, now. We didn't raised you to be a faggot too!> his mother now spit as jisung tried to pull himself up his vision all blurry. <mom, dad... pleas-> <I'm not your mother anymore. You're not my child. I don't know you.> his mother cut him off w a slap. <now get the fuck out of the house, disgusting thing>

Jisung held out his phone while crying and packing a few things in a gym bag, dialling hyunjin's number <hyun-.. hyunjin..> he said w a shaking voice and he finally zipped the bag. <jisung> the other's voice cracked on the other side, sight that he had been crying, the younger didn't even noticed it. <hyunjin they hate me. They kicked me out. Can I come over to yours for a while? Please. I have nowhere else to go.> jisung let out in between sobs. <JISUNG! I can't, they kicked me out too. I'm at felix's right now... you can come over here too so we could talk> hyunjin said w felix by his side trying comforting the other. Jisung started crying even more. Going to felix's to talk things over.

After they come out w a plan, hyunjin confessed to them that he's been in touch w chan and they then moved to Soul, their lives started from down to little up.


Hi, guys!
How are you?

This was the first chapter. Hope you liked how it started.

I promise more interesting things are about to happen, so that tuned! I'll try to make more of the point of the moments in the future and not make it too long and boring with unnecessary details.

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