Kiari POV
When I'm alone in my room sometimes I stare at the wall
And in the back of my mind I hear my conscience call
Telling me I need a girl who's as sweet as a dove
For the first time in my life, I see I need love
Marsai walked in the bedroom after she took a shower and I laid in the bed just watching her.
The fact that she has her own place at age 19 is wild but it inspires me.
I've been on my shit ever since I met her.
She started lotioning her arms and legs, slightly bending over and I bit my lip at the visual.
She had on booty shorts and a tank top, with no bra own so them nipples was poking through her top. I took a deep breath trying to shake these dirty thoughts out of my mind.
But that was hard.
This would be our first time spending the night together, and I ain't gone lie I felt good about it.
Ain't really felt the way I feel for her, for anyone else before. It was different and I couldn't really put my finger on it.
"You okay?" She asked me as she was putting her hair in a ponytail.
"Oh- Yeah I'm coo." I said chuckling.
Romance, sheer delight, how sweet?
I gotta find me a girl to make my life complete
You can scratch my back, we'll get cozy and huddle
I'll lay down my jacket so you can walk over a puddle
Marsai then sat on the edge of the bed saying "The pizza will be here in like thirty minutes"
"Aight coo cause I'm hungry" I said.
She laughed and said "Me too"
She grabbed her remote and started searching through channels for us to watch and she said "Wanna watch Martin?"
"Hell yea, that's my shit" I said. "You're a lot like me than I thought" I added.
"I should be telling you that" She said giggling as she put Martin on, and she got in the bed with me.
I scooted closer to her, and put my arm around her and she blushed.
I smiled a little pulling the blankets over us.
I kissed her cheek and she giggled saying "I love your kisses.."
I wanna kiss you, hold you, never scold, you just love you
Suck on you neck, caress you and rub you
Grind, moan and never be alone
If you're not standing next to me you're on the phone
"Marsai.." I said.
"Hmm" She said.
"I really, wanna ask you to be my girlfriend. So will you? I feel like we both ready.. Considering we've been kicking it for a while" I said.
"Shit, in my mind we was already together so." She said and I laughed. "Yeah, absolutely I'm your girlfriend. Absolutely.." She added. I smiled and gave her a kiss.
And kissing immediately turned into us making out, as I rubbed my hands all over her body.
"Yo skin so soft.." I mumbled in between kisses as I pulled her to get on top of me. She moaned in the kiss as she straddled me. I held her waist as she deepened the kiss, then she pulled away and kissed on my neck.
"You making shit hard, no pun intended" I said and we both laughed.
"I'm sorry.." She said seductively in my ear as she kissed on my neck, and I rubbed my hands on her ass, closing my eyes and breathing semi heavy.
I haven't had sex in a coo lil minute, so this was lowkey hard. Especially because I know I'm gone wait a while before me and Marsai take it there. I can tell she gone make me way a minute.
She kissed along my jawline, and I gripped her ass in my hands before smacking it and she let out a moan. "Kiari" She moaned, that shit gave me chills.
"Damn that was sexy" I said and she giggled.
"You so nasty" Marsai said.
"You the nasty one, moaning my name like that." I said and she smacked her lips before playfully rolling her eyes.
I pulled her down to lay on me and she giggled as she felt me wrap my arms around her. She kissed my cheek over and over, and that shit made me feel good I ain't gone lie.
Made me feel loved.
Can't you hear it in my voice? I need love bad
I got money, but love's something I've never had
I need your ruby red lips sweet face and all
I love you more than a man who's 10 feet tall
We started roughly making out before I flipped our position so I was on top and in between her legs.
I kissed on her neck before moving down and I could feel her breathing heavy as I kissed on her inner thighs.
"Wait wait- Kiari I'm not ready for all that yet, I just-"
"I wasn't gone do the most baby don't worry, I'm just kissing on you.." I said.
"Oh okay- I'm sorry if I ruined the moment" She said chuckling.
"Nah you didn't, you good" I said laughing too. She nodded her head and I kissed her inner thighs gently, and she rubbed her lips together.
Of course I wanted to do way more but I respect her wishes and however long she gone make me wait. She's never had sex before so I know it probably makes her nervous.
See what I mean? I've changed, I'm no longer
A playboy on the run, I need something that's stronger
Friendship, trust, honor, respect, admiration
This whole experience has been such a revelation
I kissed on Marsai's stomach before moving back up to her face and kissing her lips, then her forehead.
I looked her in her eyes as she held the sides of my face.
Her phone then started ringing and she said "Might be the pizza"
"Oh yeah-" I said laughing to myself as I got off of her and laid beside her. I almost forgot we had food on the way.
"Hello" She answered the phone and I just watched her. Admiring what I was looking at.
"Okay, I'm coming thank you" Marsai said before hanging up.
"It's definitely the pizza" She said giggling as she got out the bed.
"I'll come wit you to the door since it's late" I said and she nodded her head saying "Okay" as she waited for me to get out the bed as well.
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