I consume the seeds and the seeds consume me.
I become light, light as rain as I float into the cosmos.
I gauze into the far depths of darkness in bewilderment.
Stars shine bright in the depths of darkness.
I am the cosmos and the cosmos is me for we are one.
I see the time fabric and complexity in her ethos as she flows like a river in space.
I stretch my hands and she(time) embraces me as she fills me with her love.
Suddenly I am sucked into a new dimension,
My eyes watch this new world of horrors and madness from the loneliest point of vantage, Wondering if I'm destined to be a failure.
I venture deeper and pear into the horizon of this delirious world.
It's dark and gloomy and sounds of whale-like cries can be heard from afar.
Everything around me decays into dust.
Utter chaos ensues as fear creeps in like a slithering snake.
In every direction, I look at, fear, madness, and horrors fill my view.
As suddenly as I came into this new world of delirium, as fast as I go back into my own reality.
Little virgin dressed in white I will flee from thy holy pull.