He kissed me! Dan freaking Howell kissed me. And let me tell you something when the say its like sparks fly or whatever this....this kiss was way more than sparks it was like a freaking cannon in my stomach i literally felt a spark when our lips touched. Oh gosh i never knew i could feel this way from just one kiss. Dan suddenly pulled away.
"Oh my god im so stupid. I shouldnt have done that." he said freaking out. I smiled
"Hey calm down. Its okay." i say reassuringly he still doesnt seem very convinced.
"No it was a mistake." ouch. That hurt.
"Oh." i say pulling away and looking down.
"No thats not what i meant."
"Its okay, i get it. I uh...I gotta go. Bye." i rushed off before he could say anything else.
When i finally get home i collapse on my couch. Mentally emotionally, and physically exhausted.
God I'm so fucking stupid! I say to myself. Why would someone as great as Dan Howell like someone as plain as me. Suddenly i got invited to a group chat started by my friend Nia and Maddie. (Haylee, Rylie)
N-hey guys what is everyone up to today?
M-nothing just got done writing.
Me- Just got home had a pretty exhausting day.
N- oh shit y'all someone's at my door gtg bye.
M-gtg 2 ttyl.
Maddie and Nia have left the group chat. My phone screen read. I sigh. I.grab my laptop and scroll through tumblr, then i get a notification from twitter
@danisnotonfire: God, why.do i constantly fuck everything up. #imsosorry.
Could this be about the kiss? No way, im not that important. And like he said. It was a mistake.
I.still have this gut feeling though. So i decide to send out a tweet.
@Annaliesetat4lyfe: everybody makes mistakes...right? Why do i always have to be one. #WhyMe.
Not to subtle but enough to where nobody knows. I click home on my phone and plug it in. Then i close my laptop and walk down the hall to my room. And change into my.night shirt and get ready for bed. I.turn off the light then climb into bed with a million and one thoughts running.through my head.
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Hey guys i know.it was a short chapter like reeeaaalllyyyy short sorry. I'll make the.next.one.longer. promise. Anywjo.thanks for readin my story and please please.please vote for it. Later skaters. Love ya
