A/N: this one is based on the last seen in Loki season 2, so spoilers if you haven't watched it.
Backstory info:
I was alone. Loki had gone, yes saving everyone in the 9 realms and all the different multiverses, but left me. I saw it, begged him not to go, but he insisted. I watched as he walked along the bridge, and when reaching the end, he was gone. I don't know where he is, but I know he's alone too. I can feel it. I decided to stay in the TVA and try to tack him.Only days later, did I start time slipping. Loki never told me it would hurt so much. One time I was in OB's lab, futzing with some of his leftover stuff to try and make a tracker for people in between time. Then, I slipped into 2012, the battle of New York. As I was gathering myself, I looked around and saw my surroundings. I was in a bank. It was so dark, but I could feel lots of people pressed against each other. I recognized the building. It was the one Steve (Rogers) wouldn't stop going on about. How he felt like him again after saving all of the "civilians." I always thought it was a boring story, but now I'm in it.
Then I was back. Back in OB's lab with a screwdriver in my hand and mettle peace's in the other. GOD IT HURT. "You're still slipping?" Claimed OB. "Well, yes." Answering back."OB?" I questioned "Yeah?" "Did Loki ever stop slipping? Or was it always there and he just controlled it?" "Well. He did stop for a while, but I believe he started again, not sure when though." "Do you think that's why he now so much about the lume? When he was directing Victor on what to do, he was fast but precise." "I'm afraid I don't follow." OB said puzzled. "Im asking if you think he, somehow controlled the time slipping and when back in time to learn almost everything about quantum physics and about the loom, how to use it, and how to make the rings bigger?" "It's possible, Loki didn't share how he new so much about it, I mean he was beating me at my own passion!" "So if it's possible, could I control it, and MAYBE find him?" "Y/N. What is he doesn't want to be found? We haven't found him on any tracker we've made. Or he's in between time. A place you can't go when time slipping. Because it's in between time." "I figured." I whispered.
I thanked him as I slipped over his desk and walked out. Walking the halls of the TVA is always depressing. I'm used to walking with Loki, figuring out stuff. I don't really talk to B-15 or Casey, and Mobius is on his timeline, observing and learning how to be human. I mostly stay to myself, in the shadows, you know. Sometimes I get déjà vu when I walk a specific way down a hall, for hear a sound, and it reminds me of mine and Loki's timeline. When I would visit him on Asgard, or when he would teach me how to control or learn new things about my powers.
Slip! I'm on the bridge. It's so bright. I'm on the bridge but I'm behind something, something at the very end. The Temporal Core. I wasn't getting hurt but the radiation, but I could hear things. Foot steps, very very faint but there. I peeked behind the Temporal Core, and there he was. Tie, jacket and all. They where getting ripped off, but being replaced with beautiful green fabric, and a crown with horns made out of black obsidian with gold streaks though them. This is when he leaves. This is when I can see where he goes.
I wait till he's at the end, but something gets my attention, I'm slipping back. No, not now, please not now! I plead in my head. It's painful, like someone's trying to rip you inside out, since everything is so loud I just scream to endure it. It helps but the pain is most definitely there. I turn around, tears running down my face, to see a rip in the cosmos. A big green rip, and Loki is walking up to it. As he does, grabbing the timelines and trying to reignite them.
I see it. The chair that He who remains was seated it. Right then and there, It. All. Clicks. Slip! I'm back. I know where he is, I know how to get there, and I know he's ok. I run, I run fast to the main floor. "Y/N! Your here? We never see you anymo-," I cut B-15 off, "Where are the time sticks!? I nee-..." there's one, on her belt, the handle pointed perfectly at me. I waist no time, grab it and twist it on. "Y/N! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!? PUT IT DOWN, NOW!" Her hand reaching toward me. I'm hyperventilating, sweating and have tunnel vision. Everyone watching. "I will be back, I promise." I stab the end of the stick on the chest, and fade into the pretty rainbow ashes.
I wake in the void, and stand. I march to the edge to get to whatever remains on He who remands' sanctum. If Loki wants to be alone, if he's happy there, he needs to tell me himself.
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