Little breaths escape from my throat. His eyes glistened with tears and the green light around us. My body weakened from slipping and many emotions flooding me. Loki stands and takes one, single step. It looks as though he thinks I am not real. "Hi." I stuttered. Quiet but he heard it, I could tell because of the smile that beamed on his lips. We both continue to each other slowly and wrap each other in each other's arms, his hand on the back of my head and mine hooking on the the behinds of his shoulders.
His breathing, irregular and two little spots of his cloak getting soaked with my tears. We both kneel down to the ground and hold the other close. Our grasp becoming tighter as the timelines swirl around our body's. All I can feel his love and safe is his arms again. Loki loosens and grabs my arms and holds me in front of himself, looking me up and down. "How?" He asked softly. "Time slipping and pruning." I replied with a tear filled smile. "Oh you poor dove." He exclaimed as he brings me back into his grasp.
After what seems like a millennium of holding, tears and everything in between, we stand. I place my hand on his face, tucking his hair behind his ear, and wiping away any extra tears. We kiss. Not a kiss were we are it's hot and messy, no. A kiss were we feel the warmth of each other's lips, feel no other emotion but love and affection for one another.
Once done, I turn to the throne. I admire the gold and the asymmetry of it all. "Do you know how long you have to be here?" I ask sill examining the chair. "No. With truth, there is no answer for that." "So I could range from a year, to... forever?" I almost coke on my own words and how discussing and sad that sentence felt in my mouth. "I believe so, darling." Damn. "I am not letting you stay here with me, you would and will die if you do so y/n." "I'm going to die ether way, it would just happen faster here then at the TVA or the main timeline." "I'm not letting you stay."
I turn to him with the feeling of more tears in the making. "Then why do you get to stay? You deserve to come home and live, to be able to see what you've changed already!" I say. "Because I am a god, and I can save them, everyone. You." Loki expressed. My eyes wander down as tears hold on to my eyes. "Dove. It is my job of save people here. But it's your to save them down there." I whimper escapes my lips. He comes and holds my for the last time. "I need to stay, y/n. You need to live."
His words are like knives to my chest. I understand them, but don't want to believe them. I look up at him, this time my eyes glisten in the green light and he wipes the tears away and tucking my hair. He kisses my forehead and whispers, "It's time darling." "No, No I'm not ready, please no. I'm... I'm not ready." "Neither was I." He relates. I hug him. Tight. He kisses me for the last time one the head, then on the lips, and holds me. My eyes shut pleading in my mind that I will stay. "I love you."
I open them. I'm back. At the TVA. Right where I pruned myself, I was back. My hands in loose fists. However in my right hand there is extra weight. I pear down and bring my hand up and see I'm holding the handle of, a dagger. I beautiful green and silver dagger. I sadly smile at it. A perfect reflection staring back at me. I take a shaky breath in, and walk. I don't know where I will end up, a random timeline or the main one or a new room I haven't been in at the TVA.
All I know is that Loki is safe and watching, and that I will try and live as much as I can.
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Loki one shots
RomanceA collection one one shots that I make about my favorite Marvel chatter! Fem reader x Loki *(REQUEST ARE OPEN)*