Diary of [Takemichi Hanagaki.]

five.

He wants him in a biblical sense.
Haruchiyo wants to hold him down and praise him, he wants to own Takemichi. His waking breath, his smile, his laugh, his body, mind and spirit are his to cherish and cradle in his arms to never be let go. Takemichi is his everything and he's hurt him more times than he can count, he's cast the boy aside yet he comes back—stronger than ever, it makes Haruchiyo want to sob, Takemichi is so beautiful and so sweet to the point you'll get a cavity from his smile.

He never thought he'd be so desperate for a man in his life, but now Takemichi is here and rocked the boat that sat so steady. He has the boy in his reach; in his arms and he's never letting go, he's going to die on this hill of selfishness and entitlement of never wanting Takemichi to be in another mans presence—not even Mikey. He loves him though and doesn't want to scare him so he'll sit silent and seethe from afar as he chats up his little Mizo Middle Five friends.

The things you do for love.