Find Wonderland*Paused*

Part 3

Berwald's POV:
I went trough it all again. My real parents left me alone outside on the streets. A kind woman named Katlyjiva took me to her home and became my mother, well one of my mothers. Her wife Elizaveta was also there the first seven years was so wonderful, happy and my Wonderland was bright. Yes I loved those books, I could read Lewis Carrolls works all over again. That was until that night. I just turned seven. My sleep was disturbed by two screams. When I opened my eyes, fire and smoke everywhere. I saw a shadow stand by my door and kept hearing my dear parents scream. Then I can't remember anything, they say a woman had gotten me out, the. She left me here and was never seen again. I didn't know her. I didn't even see her. I wished I had, maybe she knew something. Did I start the fire? Was it the mysterious shadow? The thoughts kept flying around in my head. Did the shadow have a connection to her? The woman with the red glowing eyes that kept haunting my dreams. Red eyes and a distorted voice. The red queen. I looked down at my feet. That Mathias he made it worse, he shouldn't but he just did it. "Why must you do this to me?!" Who could I scream at, the stupid cat wasn't here, or the stupid rabbit.. I really am insane ain't I? I fell down in my knees on the concrete floor. The tears fell down, wait why am I crying? Why am I here..? Why didn't I die in the fire?! Why.. Why.. Why.. Why.. Why. To many questions to few answears. Someone knows, someone must know in here. I stood up and looked at my weak reflection in the metal door, I looked healthy but at the same time not. I am not normal but why.. Why am I.. Me? I saw my own tears fall but I kept quiet. I'm stupid who keeps ahold of my past they say, I'm a fool, a psycho.. All the words it made it impossible to remember. Remember the Red queens face. Remember the face. The fire. The face.

Arthur's POV:
I looked at the old letter. The last time he wrote was two weeks ago. "From Antonio to Arthur!" I read it in the best Spanish accent I could do and smiled for myself. I grade to get out of here. I needed to se see him again. The time in Spain was the best I could have had, or that I'd ever had. "Miss you Toni,..." I put the letter in my pocket and a weak warmth filled me, which was very rare.

Mathias POV:
I actually didn't leave I just kept walking around in circles, what else should I do? I reacted quickly when I heard a voice. It sounded like coming from Bedwalds cell, maybe something happend? Wait why would I care.. But still I'm curious. I walked to the door and knocked. "Um.. Berwald.. You okay?" I heard something that was a mixture of sobbing and talking. "Leave me alone! Please go.." I spas shocked how he had turned in just a few minutes. "You don't sound alright I'm coming in.." I opened the door and almost screamed after help when I saw him curled up on the floor crying. "Jesus what happened?!" I got him up on the bed but he didn't make a word. Just kept crying. I guessed mental brake down. "Please be quiet.. Please" I calm him down but I felt like I only made it worse. "Please.." He finally opened one of his eyes at least and looked at me with a terrified glare. "Mathias?" I nodded and he stemmed to calm down. "Don't tell anyone please.." I nodded again. I don't know I could hold that promise although the. "Why where you crying?" He just stared. "A thing.. Nothing important..." His voice was still mixed with the tears. "Really?" He nodded. "Bad memories.. Nothing relevant.." I looked back at him confused. "Look I'm trying to be nice so are you sure?" he nodded. "Leave me alone please.." I left as he said just not to upset him anymore. I felt guilty for some reason. It felt like I did something.

Names and a little mention:
Katlyjiva-Ukraine.
Elizaveta-Hungary.
And a mention and shoutout for my friend sailyourships who helped me a lot with this chapter, thanks Lega~