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Limits ( L! Youngseo )

Y/n's pov-

I walked side to side in I'll-it's dorm, nervously waiting for Youngseo to arrive.

"She's fine, I think... Y/n you're gonna be ok, she's just preparing for her graduation next month." Minju came up to me and placed her hand in my shoulder to make me stop walking.

"But that's next month! Seo is making me and your fans literally worried. I left to the US around November, and not making it to her birthday and Christmas! It's already 2024, she hasn't called or texted back in about 1/2 months!"

I argued with her but couldn't continue for long since it was useless.

"Y/n-ah, just come sit with us and wait. She's probably about to open that door any minute now." Yunah patted the seat next to her.

I was about to walk to the couch until I heard a door open behind me. Without any hesitation, I quickly turned around to see Youngseo taking off her shoes.

"Where have you been?!" I think I scared her a bit. She looked up and stared into my eyes for the longest time.

Usually she can't have eye contact, what's with the staring contest? She then looked back down and finally took off her other shoe.

"You're here." She had a face that I couldn't read. She would usually get all excited to see me and cling onto me whenever I comeback from other places, but this was different.

"I was at the school library, studying." All of her members looked at me as I turn to them. "Has she been like this?" I whispered to them.

They shook their heads. "Ok! This is getting weird! If you're here to talk to me then do so because I'm having a really bad day right now!" Youngseo yelled out of nowhere.

The rest of her members stood up and retreated to their rooms, leaving us alone.

"Why haven't you been answering my calls and texts? I was so worried about you that I had to call Iroha to see how you were!"

She scoffed and walked closer to me. "You, worried about me? That's the first." She rolled her eyes at me.

"And you were calling other girls behind my back?" She looked at me, up and down.

"Youngseo! She's a whole fucking child and technically your sister! Iroha knows you best out of all of them!"

"Also what's wrong with being worried about your partner?!"

I was starting to get this weird nausea feeling. It was burning inside of my body. For the first time ever since Runext, I am scared of her behavior.

"It's not like you don't get worried when I was in Japan not too long ago. When I came home you were worried as fuck!" I cursed out loud.

She punched my shoulder to make me shut up. It was a soft punch, it hurt a lot.

"Watch your language because we both know the two younger ones are definitely listening to our conversation!" She scolded while whispering.

I kept my mouth shut as I watched her rant about how stressed she was during school.

"I'm not talking about your school Youngseo! You were just in Taiwan for a mv shoot! Everyone on twitter was blowing up because you weren't there!"

She had this pissed off face after when I mentioned about their Taiwan shoot.

"Stop arguing with me, I already told you that I'm tired. I hate it when you're so pissed off."

This made the fire grow larger. "You didn't even answer my question! Why don't you pick up your damn phone?!" I yelled super loudly.

I felt like I was about to cry, my feelings got hurt by what she said.

"Because I don't have time with you. My priority right now is to debut, you're not always #1! Know your limits Y/n!"

I didn't know what hurt more, her words or me yelling at her.

I sighed and nodded. "Let's break up, good luck with your debut." I told her in a softer tone. Tears slowly dropped down to the floor as I looked at it.

I was too scared to look at her, so I turned around to grab my bad and left their dorm. I couldn't believe that she would do that!

While I was about halfway near my car. Someone yelled my name super loudly. I turned around to see Youngseo, crying.

"Comeback right now! I will literally find where you are and drag you back here into this household!" I didn't know what to do.

"I'm sorry for not answering you. Just please step away from your car...please." It hurt watching her cry like that.

I've seen her cry for their group hate but this? This is way different, and it hurts the both of us.

"What if I don't? I'll just go visit Jeongeu-" "Y/n don't mention other girls right now because this is about you and me!"

Do I really want this? No... but isn't it for the best for her since she's debuting soon? As far as I wanted to go up to her and comfort her, I stopped myself.

"Do you love me or 'did' you love me?"

Youngseo's pov-

"Why would you ask that?" I quietly sniffled as I stare at them.

"Of course I love you, what other things do I need besides you?" I answered their question without shedding a tear like earlier.

"Do you though? Because from what I heard inside of that house was a totally different answer." They were pissed off, but they knew how to handle their tone better than I could.

"Just please comeback... I won't do anything stupid. I promise."

-Would you forgive her???