panic attack

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*Billie's pov*

I chap on y/n's door wanting to see if she's awake or not. I open her door to see cuts all over her body.

This is what y/n was wearing:

As she was sleeping I looked at her cuts and kissed her forehead then walked out

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As she was sleeping I looked at her cuts and kissed her forehead then walked out.

*Y/n's pov*
I woke up and I saw Billie coming out of my room. I really hope she didn't see any of my fresh cuts from yesterday.

I decided to get up and dress into this:

After that I went down to brush my teeth, when I open the door I see upset looking Billie

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After that I went down to brush my teeth, when I open the door I see upset looking Billie.

Y "yes?"
B "can we talk please?"

I think she knows.

B "I saw your hurting yourself again. You can't be doing this baby I love you so much and i can't bare to see you like this."
I just look at her in fear and I can't move my body.
Suddenly I can't breath and my vision goes blurry and tears full from my eyes

I feel Billie start to pick me up into her room and she starts to hold me like a child on her bed.
I feel Billie whisper things into my ear but I can't make out what she's saying.

She moves my head to her chest so I can hear her heartbeat and my breathing goes back to normal along with my vision.
Y "I'm sorry Billie don't know what I was thinking" I say sobbing into her shoulder
B "baby your alright, I'm gonna make sure you get better"
I dont say anything I just continue sobbing into her shoulder

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