What Was Once Your Name Is My Name {Frexy}

The Truth Is To Be Near

(Beware this story contains, self harm, gore, abuse, sex, drugs, and suicidal thoughts.)

~Foxy's POV~

It's so dark, why is the pizzeria so dark? ... FUCK! I blacked out, didn't I? Shit, Freddy is so going to kill me!

Freddy: "Foxy!"

I am going insane over him. I swear I can hear him calling for me. But what he said is true, there's nothing to change that.

Freddy: "Foxy!"

God I swear I like him too much I am going delusional about him, his voice, body, eyes, his chest fluff, his little tail. Fuck! Why am I thinking that about him. He legit fucking abuses the shit out of me. He is a little bitch, that needs to suck a dick!

Freddy: "Please answer me, Foxy!"

He could-, I mean I would let him suck-... Wait, the fuck! I still can hear him calling for me.

*Foxy slowly wakes up*

Foxy: "Fre-ddy?"

Freddy: "Ye-yes?"

Foxy: "Fuck you, you little bitch!"

Freddy: "..."

He so deserves that. Why can't he let me die on my own hands. I didn't want him to end me! That's not fair on me at all.

Freddy: "You fucker, you could of died!"

Foxy: "Why do you care!?"

Freddy: "Cause I just do!"

Foxy: "Yeah right, you just want to kill me yourself. You big, buff, fluffy, handsome~ brown bear!"

Shit! What the absolute fuck is wrong with me! Why on earth did I say that. I am so disgusting, and a worthless piece of shit. I deserve to die.

Freddy: "Excuse me, what did you just say?"

Foxy: "Nothing."

Freddy: "Did you just call me, handsome?"

Foxy: "Go fuck yourself!"

~Freddy's POV~

Oh my god he just called me handsome! He likes me back! Even... though... I abuse him... I don't deserve him after what I have done to him.

Foxy: "Fucking let me just remove myself from this world!"

The words he spoke stung like wasp in pure sadness and anger. The pain I caused made him who he is now. The pain I can't just take back and say sorry. Sorry doesn't make up for it.

Freddy: "No! Foxy I want you here with me!"

Foxy: "I- I. Freddy I am sorry, but I don't believe that..."

Freddy: "But Foxy, I- I..."

Foxy: "You can't even say it!"

Fucking hell, what the fuck is actually wrong with me. Wait is he about to sing?

Foxy:

I'm in my bed
And you're not here
And there's no one to blame but the drink in my wandering hands
Forget what I said
It's not what I meant
And I can't take it back, I can't unpack the baggage you left

What am I now? What am I now?
What if I'm someone I don't want around?
I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling
What if I'm down? What if I'm out?
What if I'm someone you won't talk about?
I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling

You said you care
And you missed me too

And I'm well aware I write too many songs about you

And the coffee's out
At the Beachwood Cafe
And it kills me 'cause I know we've run out of things we can say

What am I now? What am I now?
What if I'm someone I don't want around?
I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling
What if I'm down? What if I'm out?
What if I'm someone you won't talk about?
I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling

And I get the feeling that you'll never need me again

What am I now? What am I now?
What if I'm someone I don't want around?
I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling
What if I'm down? What if I'm out?
What if I'm someone you won't talk about?
I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling

*Foxy finishes singing*

Wow. He really is hurt deep down, I caused that hurt. I definitely think I don't deserve him or to see him again.