Emma -
Staring at the wall due to being bored has become a staple for me the last couple weeks.
Eros had been keeping me in our bedroom or I was with him when he was in his office but mainly I've been in the bedroom these last couple of weeks.
The bad part is things have started to change for me, what I mean by that is I'm getting sick. Couple days ago I started throwing up and it was getting difficult for me to eat particular Foods.
And slipping into clothes was getting slightly difficult with all of that showing me clear signs that I am with child.
Without any shadow of a doubt I am Overjoyed that I will be having the child from my mate I'm very pleased but I'm also very scared because I look at the window time to time to see everyone in the field training and or the others preparing for the War that will be coming.
I was really hoping that somehow some way that they would be able to get out of it but apparently not.
Apparently more rogues have joined up together, all because of this leader who left the note a while back has a score to settle. And with that my fear has been growing every day because I do not want to lose Eros.
I have not even told him that I am pregnant, part of me thinks that he won't like it at this time and Another Part of Me thinks getting pregnant is not a good time especially not now but I know that I can't hide it from him or for anyone with the sooner or later they will see.
I think when he comes inside the room tonight I'll tell him, I'll tell him that I had pregnant.
And see what he does after I tell the news, I hope that he will take the news with joy like I did when I found out that I was pregnant. And I hope it doesn't add any more stress to him but he has probably has a lot of stress from this whole inconvenience.
So with making up my mind I need to look somewhat presentable when he comes inside the room later tonight and go over every word I need to say correctly to him to tell him about the good news.
So I make my way out of the bed to go to the closet to change. Getting myself in once look over in the mirror inside the bathroom I was good, and making my way over to the sitting area I just watched the door waiting for him to come inside.
Which should be very soon, I take my breath in and out just waiting. And soon enough I hear footsteps walking in the direction of our bedroom and the door opens up showing me Eros.
" You smell good, come here" Eros said as he closed the door.
I get up from my seat and walk closer to him. Eros wraps his arms around me bringing me close to him. Eros smelled my neck and signing in relief. This was the right time to tell him so I took a breath and I started to speak.
" Eros I have something to tell you." I said
" You do? What is it love?" Eros said
" Well the last couple of days I have been feeling quite sick as you know and we both thought it was just a little stomach virus but it's not. I took a test that showed me that I am pregnant." I said feeling relieved that I said every word I wanted to say to him now I just waited to see what his reaction would be.
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There was a pause between them both, Eros was utterly stunned when he heard the words from his mate.
He was definitely not expecting her to be pregnant so quickly but then he didn't think about that thought anymore. The only thing that he thought about was embracing his mate in his arms, because it was great news.
That is what he wanted, he wanted to be a father, to have children with his mate. Of course it wasn't a good time with the issues that are happening around the area, with the Rogues opposing growing threat and for sure a war is going to happen.
Definitely not a good time but kind of also was a good time, it was mixed emotions to say the very least but Eros is very happy. He gently grabs his mate giving her a deep hug and kissing her face.
He broke away from her making her sit down on the bed where he brought his face to her stomach and kissed her stomach where the unborn child is growing inside of her. Emma was relieved on the reaction from Eros.
She thought maybe he would be very angry with her with the news but he wasn't so she was very relieved. Eros looked up at Emma, " I love you", Eros said to Emma.
" I love you too" Emma said with tears in her eyes.
" I don't want you to worry, everything will be fine. We will find a way out of this war I promise you that. " Eros said with determination all over his face.
