it took me a total sum of soo many years to finally look into the mirror and stare at myself for hours and admit to myself that im "beautiful", im not too thin either too fat, nor too dark nor too pale.
I've come to a point where i no longer miss any opportunity to take a glance in the mirror or either skip myself family gathering frame.
I finally am not afraid to look into people's eyes and stare or walk in a crowd of people with my head high. I am no longer thinking twice before being rude to my middle school bully and giving them the insults of reality which they deserved. Adding to that, im not at all sorry for the person i am becoming but for the person i was, for the person who was not able to take stand of herself, for the one who was soo shy too evn ask for a pen from the boy next seat, for the one who have no memories of past as she was busy obeying the rules which made no sense. Im no longer her.
