Lost
Time.
It took time for me to realize that I lost
Not lost in psychological warfare
Lost in my truth
I blamed you
Shamed myself
Tortured emotionally to death
It broke me
You broke me to the point
I thought I may never return
I want to be found
I crave intimacy so much
Became so enamored by nothing
For someone that didn't care if I existed
Ode to being lost
Thank you
For now forward
It may take time
I will be found.