My heart screamed for me
Body ached
For the intimacy that I lacked
I grew cold
Bitter
Resentful
My heart screamed for someone
Anyone
You looked at me for what seemed like forever
I blushed
I couldn't stop smiling
Even when I knew we were both hurting
How could I help you??
I couldn't!
I could not help you
We were both in need of saving
The trauma that came from
Uttering your name
Broke me
I could see your face
I wanted to run to you
Holding you
Realizing that I was hurting and wanted you to not hurt as well
My Empathetic heart was weak
Weak to your cold, cruel intentions
I cut everything off
Noise.
Voices.
Temptations.
For you
For nothing.
