Sometimes I try to learn how to handle
My life which just keeps getting colder
And my bones that starts to chill my skinEveryday I'd come to help with their problems
They'd cry and scream and pop their bubbles
And yet they never said thanks to me
For what I seeI try to show what I have held back
I try to feel what I have chained up
I'm freezing under the summer sun
Can't help but wonder, when's it my time
To freezeSometimes the days just feels so much longer
As I exhaust myself to their troubles
And I can feel myself going numbEveryday it feels like a never ending story
The hero that never defeats the enemy
And one that just kept coming back
For me to seeI try to show what I have held back
I try to feel what I have chained up
I'm freezing under the summer sun
Can't help but wonder, when's it my time
To freezeI kill the demons in every other,
I get weaker with every success
I try to finish my own enemy
But they would just keep staying around
To see.....I try to show what I have held back
I try to feel what I have chained up
I'm freezing under the summer sun
Can't help but wonder, when's it my time?I try to show what I have held back
I try to feel what I have chained up
I'm freezing under the summer sun
Can't help but wonder, when's it my time
To freeze-----
The song is about someone who neglects their own needs for others. They keep helping others, even if the other one didn't return the favor.They keep hiding their emotions, keeping it locked up inside, until it builds up so much, they don't know how to feel it anymore, making them seem cold. They want to overcome their emotions, but is unable to, due to its weight, and how it will always return without someone's help. They keep wondering when their time will end, but they want to keep fighting, in order to keep others safe.
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Lyrics all by me
You may use it if you want, as long as you tell me, and credit me!
If anyone here can turn it into a real song, please, I'd love it!