Wildest Dreams [JiKook]

Why?

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"I'm scared, okay? I'm scared that one day you're going to wake up and not love me anymore. I'm scared that you're going to get sick of my craziness and my need for constant reassurance that you're leaving me. Most of all, I'm scared that you are going to see me the way I see myself. Just please, please don't leave me.. ple-"

I open my eyes, shocked of what I saw, breathing fast.

I can't understand why did I see something like this.

I sit on my bed properly, placing my hands on my head trying to rethink the dream I just saw.

It's weird. Super weird. But it felt so true than a dream.

His voice, those eyes with tiny tears falling down, those lips saying those words, holding my hands and me sleeping next to him, looking at everything he does and the way he speaks, the love he hold towards me, caressing his hair as if we knew each other so such a very long long time.

Yes, I do see him in my dreams but they were always, all smut, my dirty thoughts. But this one for the first time, so different, nothing I ever thought of him to say.
I felt this to my heart, his every single word and I'm feeling something I never felt before.

Why...

Disturbing my thoughts,
"Jungkook, may I come in?", My brother knocks the door as he steps inside my room.

"Oh my hyung. Since when did you start asking permission to enter my room?", I ask tilting my head to the right side. He doesn't answer for my question but opens my closet going through my clothes. Okay, this is new. He doesn't or never even touch my clothes.

"Excuse me sir, what are you doing?"

"I got a good marriage proposal. So I'm checking... Ummm.."

"What?! Proposal? What are you saying?", Jumping out of my bed, shocked, another shock for the day. Walking up to him, placing my hands over his shoulder, turning him to look at me with angry eyes.

"How can you do this, hyung?"

"Do what?"

"This proposal thing.. when did you even breaku-

He didn't let me finish my sentence as he started laughing as I said a very good, very funny joke. What's wrong with him.

"Stop laughing! This ain't a joke."

"Okay okay. First, I did not break up. We're in our sweet season. Don't worry. Second, the proposal is not for me but for you"

"What?! For me? Why? Who? For what? I don't need a proposal! I don't even have money! He might be a stalker for asking me!"

"She"

"What?"

"What?"

"What you mean 'she'?"

"Because she's a female?"

"Hyung! Why?! I can't do that"

"Come on. Get ready fast."

"No!"

"No arguing kookie. Just do as I say, you will not regret."

"As if-

"Here we go. This suits you perfectly. Go take a good shower, wear this and come. You got 30 minutes time"

He didn't even let me speak and with that he placed the suit on my bed, pinching my cheeks, he goes out of my room, leaving me shocked. Looking back to my bed. A suit.. I don't like wearing suits screaming in my head, stomped my feet to bathroom to get a shower.

- At the restaurant

"Hyung why are we here all alone?"

Jungkook is frustrated. There's no one here, but just the two of them. He keeps on looking everywhere to see a sign of some kind of people approaching him for a proposal or a girl walking to him but there was none.

Jungkook wearing a black suit, handsome as ever but every single thing he is wearing is black, even his watch. He didn't want to wear anything colourful. He wanted her to understand that he doesn't like her. And his brother, looking all handsome. A navy blue checked suit with white shirt. A silver shining Rolex watch with shining brown Gucci shoes.

"Not alone. Me and you. Two people and see around there are so man-"

"Hyung, you know I'm asking about whom"

"They'll be here at the right time. Keep calm."

"I don't understand you, hyung. It's been an hour already and they did not even come. First tell me, are we here even before the said time??", as he looks at his brother with stern eyes.

"Ding dong! You got the right answer", he chuckles looking at jungkook.

"Hyung are you serious? Shall we leave please hmm hmmm", he starts whining but suddenly "what the fuck!"

"Now what?", he looks at kook who looks as if he saw a ghost.

"Hyung hide me hide me."

"Hide? What's wrong wi-"

"Ah no no no no, he's nearing us"

"Who is nearin-"

"I'm going to the washroom. My boss is here, fuck".

"Wha-where? Jungk-", he sighs looking at the direction jungkook ran, he couldn't stop him, so he has to stay until he comes back.

"He didn't even let me speak", sighing he looks at the other direction to see jungkooks boss.

With that jungkook ran away to the washroom to get away from his boss, Park Jimin.

He didn't expect him to be there. Specially when he is here for a proposal. For him, jimin is his one sided love. Although he knows, he has a child, a girlfriend, still his heart aches him since the day he saw his boss.

Jungkook barges inside the washroom and washes his face and places both hands on the sink counter looking himself on the mirror, water dripping down his neck and droplets falling down.

"Jungkook he doesn't even know you are attracted to him or at least something", he mumbles looking at himself on the mirror.

He sighs and groans in anger with sadness.
Biting his lip, he didn't know he got tears in his eyes. He suddenly felt scared of something he couldn't put up with words.

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