My DSMP OC lore!

Trust(less) Era

After that incident with Dream stealing almost everything in his chests, Cloud decided to stop trusting.. everyone, even Wilbur, who has never hurt him, ever. Cloud thought his name was "too feminine" so he decided to start going by "Xavier". Xavier trusted no one, not even his best friend, he stopped coming up out of his base. He only left for supplies and to trade. He decided to toughen up, he decided to "man up" and started to be cold, brutally honest and apathetic. He was angry, stressed and anxious all at once. He decided to go to his favorite place in the mountains and sat on his favorite cliff, one he had memorized every square inch of, he used to come here with his mother all the time when he was younger, up until he was 10, that's when his mother died. He looked at the beautiful sea and the stunning sunrise. He didn't know that Dream was right behind him, He had no clue that he was going to nearly die that day, He had no clue at what would happen in the that second. "Say your final words..Cloud." Those were the last words he heard before he was shoved off the cliff, he was falling quickly. He was trying to save himself. He yelled out, he suddenly felt a crushing hard rock slam into his head and he passed out. He fell into the sea.
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He woke up in a medical bed with Philza tending to his wounds. "Hm?~, what? Where am I?" He questioned. "Hey, hey, it's okay." Philza said softly. Xavier tried to sit up but was forced down, not a big shoving way, just a little rough push down "You are not fit to be up, especially with the condition you are in." A new voice said. It was.. Tommyinnt, it was extremely out of character for him to be like this. He was confused and tried to sit up again, just to be pushed down again. "Can I sit up??-" 'Please do not attempt to get up, Xavier, you need to rest," Philza said, holding his arm down. Tommy was standing in the doorway and looked serious, he crossed his arms and had a stern expression on his face. Xavier was puzzled, he looked up at them, trying to remember what happened, but he had no memory. "You have been unconscious for a few days now, you are not fit for any form of travel or movement," Tommy said as he stepped inside and shut the door. Philza moved away to give them privacy. "Just get some rest, Okay?" Xavier nodded and laid on his side. He closed his eyes and fell back asleep.
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After a few hours he woke up and his head was throbbing with pain. He still couldn't remember anything about what happened on the cliff, he was confused, the last thing he remembered was that he was sitting on the cliff, the last thought he remembered was "maybe I should forgive him? Yeah." Then it all went blank, Like clean white sheet of paper, ready to draw on. He rubbed his head, he felt like he had a bruise on his forehead, he yawned and stood up, and walked out of the room. "Nope- back in bed- now-" Philza pushed him back into his room, and put him back in bed. "What did we say?- Don't get out of bed." Philza said like a dad. Xavier nodded. "I was just going to get food-" he was cut off by phill "what do you want to eat? We have cereal, Tommy's making pancakes and waffles." Xavier told him he wanted Cereal. And a few minutes, phillza came back in with a bowl of Cinnamon Toast Crunch.
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This is a month after the cliff incident. He was even more pissed than anything. He remembered all the times, especially near the beginning of the SMP he was, mocked and teased. He was clearly fed up with being a punching bag, along with how he was pissed off at Dream and wanted to get his revenge. He wanted to get back at Dream, to hurt Dream the way he did to Xavier, he longed to stab his stupid face, maybe rip that stupid mask off and tear it to pieces. He was mad. He wanted fairness. He wanted peace, that was literally all he ever had wanted, now he wanted revenge. Anger fueled his thoughts and ran in his veins like blood. He began to be angry at everyone, pissed, more like a trouble maker, he started to do crime, he started to wreck havoc and chaos in the SMP, while he did this he was creating a way to kill Dream, To make him pay. He wanted revenge.