Starting over

0.5

After the little chat in the lunch room every one is always around me.

All the boys look at me and some girls shoot glares at me. I just didn't get it. after school I was walking down the hall with max and Bella my 2 new good friends. I see someone I wish I didn't have to see after that talk earlier... jack, he walks right up to me .

"Hey guys so can I have a little chat with Alex here" he said with a fake smile.

"Sure baby cakes" I grab his arm and lead him out the back door. when we get out side he pushes me up against the wall.

"Now you listen here you little slut. your just a toy every one wants to play with but after there done they give it away our through it out. god even look at what your wearing" I glance around and see people around us and then I glance down.

" And you wanna no something bitch know one gives a fuck about you isn't that right even your own parents left with out a good bye because the can't stand how much of a slut you are. god even your own best friend killed her self because she couldn't stand you" by now there are tears streaming down my face.

"Aw look now miss little baby crying" I pull out of his grip and ran and ran until I can't feel anything. god what have I done I'm such a bad person I should have just staid the way I was.

I miss her so much why can't my best friend come back why.

I fall to my knees and start crying I can't take it anymore I just can't.

~~~~~~~home~~~~~~~

When I got home I ran state to my room and cried. I cried all night.

The next day I didn't feel up to anything. I jumped into the shower and just staid there and let the water run down my back. why did I have to do that I could have staid in the back of the room in class where know one new me.

I grab one of my band shirts and light blue skinny jeans with vans. I through my hair into a massy bun.

I looked to my side and saw my best fiend neckless. I remember when she have me that in 2 grade.

Flash back~~

"We will always be best friends" Taylor said.

"Yes we will" I took it and put it on.

End of flash back~~

I felt tears run down my cheek I put the neckless on and wiped my tears.

I grabbed my bag and keys and walk. I got to my car and saw jack walking out of the house, I opened my car door and drove off.

When I got to school Bella ran up to me and hugged me.

"I'm so sorry Alex" she whispered.

"It's fine" I looked down and walked to my locker. I saw a shadow next to me I looked up and saw Tim.

"Ugh what do want tim" I said

"I saw that little fight yesterday looks like you need someone to talk to" he moved his hand up and down on my arm.
I pushed it off me and flipped him off and walked to class.

After school I was walking out and I noticed jack making out with someone on the wall, gross it wasn't even making out it was him shoving his tongue down her throat. I walked 2 feet before getting shoved on the wall my head hit the bricks hard enuf that I felt dizzying. I groaned and glanced up thinking it was jack but it wasn't it was Tim .

"Now you listen Alex I tried being nice but that's not going to work so now I have to be mean" then he slapped me he pulled my face back and made me look at him.

I lightly punched him but I really couldn't I felt so week. he looked pissed at me .

He pulled his arm back and punched me in my ribs. I fell to the ground. I looked up and saw someone fighting back for me. I saw blood around me before I passed out.