Dare to love

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Sunghoon was so pissed off that he needed to get his mind off things so he went to someone he least expected he would want to see again. He stood in front of the door rethinking everything.He turned around and swiftly ran his fingers through his hair out of frustration. He really didn't know how he was feeling was it anger or sadness for hurting his brother by bringing up his past?. Sunghoon just wanted these emotions to go away.

"Sunghoon?" he immediately froze in his place he really regret coming here what was he doing here?.Why when he feels overwhelmed does he always come back.He slowly turned around meeting the person. He looks so much different and more mature since their last encounter. In that moment Sunghoon really didn't know what came over him he ran and hugged the boy standing in the door.The male was too stunned to speak but he soon hugged him back.

"Jake... please help me forget"

"Hyung stop sulking his probably just busy" jungwon sighed rubbing circles on the older's back and reassuring him that his boyfriend might just be busy.Sunoo and Sunghoon had this habit of face timing each other on a specific time but when Sunghoon didn't answer sunoo started crying overthinking everything.

Jungwon really didn't understand his hyung sometimes. Jungwon was still rubbing circles on Sunoo's back when he got a phone call from a unknown number.He soon stood up and left to go to the bathroom.He answered the phone call and was met with a very familiar voice it was Jay but he sounded different. "Jungwon??..." jungwon slowly answered the call finding it weird that jay has his number and actually calling him. He soon heard sobbs coming from the other line.Jungwon didn't know what to do since he wasn't close to jay at all he barely knows the guy but he can't just stand around and listen to someone cry their heart out over the phone.

"Jay hyung what's wrong?" Jay stopped crying over the phone and everything just went silent over the call Jungwon started panicking thinking of the worst scenery of what could have happened. "H-hello Jay hyung you still t-there?" Jungwon stutter over the call the call just ended without Jungwon getting an answer.Jungwon started panicking and began biting his nails a habit he developed when he started stressing.He wanted to go check up on Jay but again he didn't know Jay that well to know where he lives and even when he did he couldn't leave his best friend.

"Jungwonie!" Sunoo shouted from the other room it sounded more like whining to jungwon ,he just sighed before trying to push back the bad sceneries he had going on of what might have happened to Jay.

"Are you fucking crazy!" Niki stared at the phone "you're going to ruin everything with your pathetic ass!!" Niki shouted rubbing his forehead harshly.He couldn't really understand Jay at all in this moment why would Jay call Jungwon in a moment like this good greef they aren't even close but again it might have been the alcohol telling him to do it. Niki just looked at jay laying on the couch looking like a mess his facial expression soften when he looked at Jay he doesn't like seeing his hyung like this maybe his always use to the smiling goofy jay even when he does get drunk he tend to be more talkative and funny but right now he looks miserable.

"Sunghoon okay that's enough" Jake took the can of beer from Sunghoon while Sunghoon whined and tried snatching it back. Jake was very surprised when he saw Sunghoon in front of his house it's been a year since he last saw him. But again he meant nothing to him at all. But he loved being in his presence again.

"Come on I'm taking you home you're  wasted" Jake said standing up and pulling Sunghoon up by the arm.But Sunghoon just whined like a 5 year old and fell back making it very clear to Jake that he didn't want to leave."Argh fine stay ... it's not like I really mind" he mumbled the last sentence under his breathe but the male sitting on the ground heard it very clearly.

"Oh really?" Sunghoon said standing up and standing infront of Jake the latter felt so small under his stare.

"N-no nothing y-you're just hearing things" he couldn't help stuttering because he was getting flustered under Sunghoon's intense stare.He didn't even know that he was backing away from the taller guy until his back hit the wall.

Sunghoon then cornered him by leaning both his hands on the wall. He had nowhere to escape soon he felt Sunghoon's lips crash on his.He could taste the bitterness of the beer he just drank but he couldn't care less because it was Sunghoon. The person he use to hate and love at the same time.The person who use to toy around with him.The same person who use to just use him whenever he was bored.But it was Jake's fault for always letting it happen and for always letting him in.

Jake soon wrapped his arms around Sunghoon's neck as the taller used his hands to slowly travel down the smaller figure and swiftly picking him up by his thighs.They soon pulled away as Jake rested his forehead against Sunghoon's both out of breathe.

"Why do you always come back?" Jake asked in a small voice while trying to steady his breathing.

"And why do you alway let me in?" Sunghoon asked looking at Jake.Instead of getting a answer Jake pulled him in for another kiss but this time it was more rough.

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At this point I don't feel like this is a jaywonki book anymore•́⁠ ⁠ ⁠‿⁠ ⁠,⁠•̀ but I hope you guys enjoy this chapter