Dare to love

9

"What are you doing alone here" he asked but jungwon didn't reply.

After a few seconds of not getting a response Niki sat next to Jungwon as he looked at the older boy.

"Why aren't you answering my question" he asked again.

Jungwon just scoffed moving away from him before responding.

"Aren't you suppose to be making out with your girlfriend or something"Niki chuckled before putting his index finger under jungwon's chin and making the older look at him.

"So that's why you're angry?"

Jungwon couldn't take it anymore if not tonight it was bound to come out later.Jungwon stood up as tears started forming in his eyes.

"What the actual fuck Nishimura Riki are you blind or just acting blind why the fuck can't you see that I like you ...you go around kissing other people and then come to me asking me what the problem is...the fucking problem is that you make me feel some type of way and act like it's normal...don't you feel the same way!?" Jungwon shouted he didn't care if his sentence made sense or not all he wanted to do was scream and beat the living shit out of Niki. He felt Niki cup his cheeks before wiping his tears away. He then kissed jungwon it was slow, passionate and warm.Jungwon felt all his anger melt away . Niki then pulled away and looked into jungwon's eyes as he softly held onto his half wet cheeks.

"I like you too but how can I be sure that you really love me" Niki said in a low deep voice.

"Then let me show you just how much I love you" jungwon wrapped his arms around the younger's neck and kissed him but this time it was completely different then the first kiss. It was rough, fast and sloppy. He then pushed Niki on the bed as he hovered above him.

Meanwhile Jay took Sunoo to the kitchen and closed the door behind them. The kitchen was the only place that was off limits and more away from the blasting music and drunk high schoolers.

Jay gave Sunoo a glass of water hoping it would calm him down a little. Man was Jay sober after feeling so many emotions at once. Sunoo took the glass before chugging down the water.The only thing that Jay could say was sorry because he never faced something like this he really didn't know how to comfort people.

"It wasn't your fault .... I don't even know why I'm crying I mean this evening when we were face timing I felt like our connection..." Sunoo's voiced cracked as he cried again. Jay rubbed  Sunoo's back in a attempt to calm him.

"The connection weren't there anymore I didn't feel flustered or butterflies it felt like everything was forced maybe what we had was admiration and not love" he finished as tears rolled down his cheeks. Jay felt sad for Sunoo he didn't deserve this. For the first time he felt something other than anger. He embraced Sunoo as he immediately hugged Jay back.

On the other hand Sunghoon was completely wasted and could barely stand properly. Jake could care less as long as he could have Sunghoon near him. But the moment was ruined when Sunghoon brought up his boyfriend.

"Where is my baby I miss him" Sunghoon said in a drunk tone as Jake rolled his eyes.

"Why look for him when you're with me?" Jake placed his hand on Sunghoon's half exposed chest.Sunghoon immediately slapped Jake's hand away.

"I might be drunk but don't try to take advantage of me" he slightly stumbled a bit.

"But you've always took advantage of me why can't I change that" he leaned closer to Sunghoon's ears "Because you know I'm better then him admit it" Jake licked Sunghoon's cheek as Sunghoon pulled away. It was like he was talking to someone else Jake was never like this what could have changed him.

Jake grined as he took a shot and looked at Sunghoon and pulled him closer.

"Now tell me who is your boyfriend?"

Sunghoon had a frown because how did Jake know he was in a relationship. But either way it was for the best .

"Kim Sunoo" he said in a stern voiced.

Jake's grip tighten around Sunghoon shirt when he heard the name. Of course he would go after Sunoo. Jake let's go as he slowly moved away laughing. Sunghoon had a confused expression. Jake stopped as he took another shot completely blank no expression. Even thought Sunghoon was wasted he really felt unsafe with Jake right now like some sort of demon possessed him. When he saw Jake zone out he quickly walked away feeling uneasy he went to the only place he knows Jake won't look the kitchen since it was off limits.

He opened the door and the two people looked startled in front of him. He completely froze .

"What the fuck are you doing" he stormed to jay as he pushed him harsh against the nearby wall and started choking him. Sunoo quickly ran as he tried to get Sunghoon to stop. Sunghoon was so angry as he used his back hand to slap Sunoo as he fell down.

Jay didn't hesitate to punch Sunghoon as he sat ontop of his brother and kept on punching him.He only stopped when Sunghoon slowly closed his eyes.

He quickly ran to sunoo as he checked the boy's face. There was a red mark and his lip did have a small cut now. He felt guilty since Sunoo got hurt because he tried stopping his brother from hurting him.

Sunoo tried telling jay that it wasn't so bad in fact they needed to check on Sunghoon. But Jay only waved it off saying that his brother was already wasted and the punches he threw weren't even that hard.

There was no way Sunoo was going home without Jay treating his wounds.

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Your author here side note from now on I'll be doing slow updates on this book but don't worry it won't be that slow  /⁠ᐠ⁠｡⁠ꞈ⁠｡⁠ᐟ⁠\so yeah I hope you enjoy because I literally had to rewrite this chapter 3 times ｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠'⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡