Before I leave

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by jonnorteam

by jonnorteam

Jude's POV:

I know I over reacted, I was just done I didn't understand why would he ignore me if he really did like me. I also know that by ignoring everyone it wasn't going to give me an explanation. Now things are better I still talk to Connor every now and then. I am afraid that it will alway be this way until I lose him for ever when I finish high school. I know that by just laying in bed on a Saturday afternoon won't help me.

Connor's POV:

I want to tell my dad that I am gay, I don't know how he will take it. He always tells me that I got to be a brave macho man. He's always telling me to find the right girl for a wife. If he knew I don't like girls, if he knew that I kissed a boy if he knew. He would be devestated.
(A= Adam, Connor's dad)

C: " Dad... could I talk to you?"

A: "sure, are you ok?"

We were both on the table, I couldn't get the words out of my mouth. God am I such a bitch. I can't even tell my own dad I am gay, I am too scared.

A: "It's ok what is it."

C: " Dad I...well you know how you always say that one day I'll grow up and get a family of own. That I will raise children with a beautiful."

A: "Um yeah what about that."

C: "well dad I don't think I want that."

A: "Of course you don't your too young to know"

C: " No dad like I don't think, I want some thing else. Similar but different "

A: "what do you mean?"

C: " It means that I am gay?"

The room went silent until his dad finally smiled and said

A:" I knew son, I been waiting g for you to be ready to tell me. I Been waiting for a while. I don't care who you want to marry or who you like, all I care is that you the same and that I'll love you no matter what."

C: " Thanks dad"

By now connor was smiling but at the same time crying.
Connor wanted to tell go tell Jude and he also wanted to fix everything between them and he just thought of something good.

At Jude's house

Connor knocked in the door he waited for a while till the small boy opened the door.

C: "hey."

J: "Connor what are you doing here"

C: " Um I needed to tell you something... I am sorry I was such a bitch to you. I am sorry but I was, you didn't deserve any of that. I was afraid and confused about what I was feeling. I know that's not an excuse for the way I treated you. I understood, look to tell you the truth I love you, and I don't care if the world hates who I am. What I am is in love with you. I fell for you the second I saw you . You are my world, my reason to stand here at this door. I want to spend my whole life with you because we have gone through a lot so might as well.
It way sound cheesy but I am being honest with I am not good with words either. So I am sorry if this sounds weird but I know I can't fix what I did but I want start over. Just give me another chance and I promise you I will rock your world because you rock mine."

J: " well I am not good with words either. I know I over reacted, I am sorry I didn't want to be hurt again, but ok let's over"

Connor turned around then he turn right back and introduced him self. The boys talked and they laughed. After a while th eery teased each other and then as if fate was control in them they kissed.
The boys were truly happy. Nothing could get in between them. Or so they thought, it wasn't going to be an easy road. They will have hard time, but if they wait long enough. They will get their happy ever after.

Hopes you liked it.