Thoughts..... (LOGAN X TYLER SBG)

~He dances with her~

TYLERS POV

I leaned agenst a wall as i watched my sister and her boyfriend Ben dance around.
and my friends Aiden and Ashlyn dance together, And to be honste
im very happy for them. but i can't exactly wrap my head around Logan danceing
with Emma....
(a/N looking back at this I need to clarify Emma is made up when I wrote this I FROGOT Ashlyns moms name so forgive me plz 😭😭)

Emma, as Logan discribs her is the sweetest girls he's ever met!
He tells me how she buys Flowers from his granparents shop all the time.

I was being foolish. I am being selfish, Why can't i just be happy for Logan?!?
Why do i have to get jeaoles over some girl

Pluse its not like Logan liked me like that. He's my Best friend
and im his best friend, were nothing more, or nothing...less...

I stare at Logan and Emma, Logan looked so happy. And free.
"Why am I like this....?"
I mutter as i walk over to taylor and Call her over.
and she excuses herself from ben and walkes over to me.
"Hey Ty did somthing happen?" She says instintaly.
"No, yeah im fine but im gonna head home"
I said blankly.
"Oh, ok let me grab my bag then we can leave"
She says turning to walk away, but i grab her shoulder before she could.
she turned back around to face me with a confused look.
"Its fine, you stay here and dance with Ben, Ill be fine on my own"
I said with a slight smile.
"What- are you sure?"
she askes

"Yes im sure, Now go dance with your boyfriend." I said shooing her
As shes walking back to Ben she turns to say one more thing to me
"Ok Be safe on the way home!"
I smile at her as she ounce again Gose back to dancing with Ben.
As im making my way to the door a girl name jasmin approches me.
"Hey Tyler right? Wannna dance, you seem kinda lonly" She says.
I give her an akward smile.
"I would but im heading home right now"
I said slipping past her as i bolted for the door.

The truth is I didn't wanna dance with anyone...But Logan...
I take one more glance at all my friends danceing with each other.
I see Ben and Taylor Enjoying their time together and Aiden and Ashlyn
Danceing and it seems like Ashlyn is accly haveing fun.

I look at Logan and Emma....
I feel tears starting to form in my eyes as i look at them.
Logan had taken Emma's face into his Hands and kissed her.
My heart sank, I ran out of the school and into the parking lot, I ran over to my car and got in
I pulled out of the parking lot and drove home.

I knew that Taylor would be staying the night at Ashlyn's with Everyone else
but i just couldent face myself to see Logan.
I pulled into our empty driveway and got out, i locked the car as i walked
inside, everything was silent nobody was yelling, there was no music no dancing nothing
just quite I was relived. I ran up to my room and closed the door behind me
I looked at myself in Taylors full sized mirror.

My hair was Messy and my eyes were red and My suit looked ruined the rose that Taylor
had pinned to my suit was dead and limb.
I Sighed as i walked over to my dresser and pull out a
Pair of shorts and a short sleeved shirt.
I sliped off the Blue/greenish suit i was wearing and put the clothes on.

I lied down on my bed and looked at the wood of Taylors bed
(Tyler sleeps on the bottom bunk and taylor sleeps on the top)
God how could i be so stupid to think he accly liked me, He's straight of cource he is what else would he be?
he's nothing like me,
"god im a freak"
I said grabbing a pillow next to me and putting it onto my face
A few seconed pass and i take the pillow off
"God damnit why am i in love with my best friend!!"
I yelled as i threw the pillow on the ground. in anger.

I stood up and walked around my room. I looked at the
photos on my wall that taylor had hung up of all of our adventurs we went on.
There was one of us sitting on a wall, and a
photo of Aiden and Ashlyns first kiss
"How does she even have a photo of that?" I wonderd
Then a phtot of all of us on a trip to the beach.
I looked at every photo on the wall there was at least 80 of them,
and i countine to look at all of them
and see one that catches my eye.

It was a photo Taylor had taken when we slepts at the school bus graveyard, i took the pin
off the phtot and held it in my hand, It was me and Logan we were asleep
laying next to each other on the bus his head was on
my shoulder and my head was on his.
"When did she even take this?" I said with a small smile

I thought about it for a seconed and i dont ever remember Ever falling asleep
next to Logan.

BACK TO THE NIGHT THAT PHOTO WAS TAKEN
Taylors POV
I was sittting next to Ben in the frount of the bus and across us Ashlyn and Aiden
"Has anyone seen Tyler and Logan?" I asked
"Last i checked they were talking in the back of the bus" Ashlyn responed
"im gonnna go make sure their ok" I said standing up
I walked to the back and saw Logans head on tylers shoulder and
tylers head on logans Head.
"Awwww" I wispired as i pulled my phone out and took a photo
"Im so printing this one out"
BACK TO THE PRESENT

Tyler POV
I set the photo down on my dresser,
I grab another pillow off my bed and throw it at the ground, And then
I grab A stuffed Rabbit named Kyle and i throw it agents the wall.
"GOD DAMNIT WHY DO I HAVE TO FALL IN LOVE WITH LOGAN WHY NOT ANYONE ELSE!!!"
I yelled tears forming in my eyes again.
but then i heard a noise that will haunt me for the rest of my life.
The bed room door creaks open, and i see not only Taylor standing out side the door
but Ashlyn, Ben, Aiden and even worst Logan.
"oh shit..."

Hey so this is Ace here, thanks for reading the book! i hope you enjoyed!!
This took me two days bc of wrights block and that shit.
so tell me if i should make a tyler x logan oneshot book.
thanks for reading!!
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