Scary is not the word for this

Erin thinking

Erin pov
After all that that I've been through I decided to take a pregnancy test because if this what it was going to be I had to be sure just in case I was really bring in a little boy or girl into this lifestyle scared not knowing what I was going to do or how I was going to even tell Ramon if I was having one Ik he b happy but I b sad having to bring a child in to all this tht going on but anyway I still have to b sure so I got up dis morning took an shower an drove to da dolla store to get a test as I grab my car keys Ramon Stp me wea Yu going to da store to get sum ice cream ok yea as I walked out da door got into da car wen I got Dere I was a lil nervous walking into the al of the pregnancy test or even walking up to the register to pay for it I grabbed da best one I can see an payed fo it as I was walking I can see sumbody driving slow looking out da window as walk to da car to hurry to get in it sped off I drove home an walk in an hurried upstairs walking passed Ramon without a word he say wea da ice cream wea u going me rushing to da bathroom I locked da door an took da test out as I did everything I was supposed to now it time to wait den I hear an knock on da door baby baee huh wyd y da door lock wat Wrg wit Yu I'm ok I b out in a min no cum out now erin talk to me nun Ramon juss give me a min wen da test was ready I looked at it An there it was two blue lines I went Numb For a minute not believe in it but believe in it because I knew already I didn't know what to say and I didn't know how I was going to tell him so I decided not to tell him until the time was right so I cleaned everything up through everything away and I walked out the bathroom he was sitting on the bed waiting for me I sat by him putting my head in the crook of his neck he kissed my cheek what's wrong baby I said nun ily tht all ilove u to baby huh today at da store sum guy in an car was driving slow looking at me wat happen wat he look Lik u ok yea nun happen an idk I couldn't see tht gud u sure u ok yea then we drifted off to sleep as I woke up tired ash now ik y I b so damn tired tht baby going to kill me I DNt get no rest well today I decided to go see my sister ima needa tell ha da news so I got dressed headed out told Ramon wea I was going so he wNt b wrryed as much I got In da car an as I walked out I seen da same car again I juss got in da car an drove off but before I got to my sister house I needa get Sumn to drink from da store wasn't feeling to gud so I stp hurried an got sum to drink wen I came out sum one grabbed me an pulled me in wit his arms I tryed to scream but his hands covered my mouth I tryed fight but he was way stronger den me he pushed me in da trunk an drove off 💯💯🚙🚙🚙💨💨💨