Scary is not the word for this

Erin

Erin pov
Beep beep beep 8am wakeing up sore in pain remembering wat happen not believeN tht it did happen an it happen juss da way I wanted it to even tho it hurt but I didn't want it to Stp an I want him to cuzz its been so long an he been so patient so I wanted him to enjoy it as I try not to show how much pain I was in so he wouldn't wrry yea I was in pain an yea it hurt but I loved it he made me feel calm da way he took care of me an knowing wat he was doing not just going in hurting an all tht crazy stuff it felt Lik he care an he wanted me to enjoy it to looking at his face seeing how much I love him an wat I would do for him juss showed if I lost him idk wat I do Erin I heard Ramon say wit his eyes still closed I started to smile saying yes y u up so early it's really not tht early u should get up soon as I said dat his eyes open An looked at me cum on Bae lets go shower I said ok wait u trying to b nasty u better Stp as I smile Ramon says well I was hoping smh not rn but we can get in together an later on we can he agree an said ok cum on I beat him to da shower he came a lil after 20mins in Dere took foeva he juss wanted to play around wet my hair an all anyways we got out an got dress to start our day an I went downstairs to cook breakfast