My Killer Lover (A jeff the killer love story)

Chapter 10

(jeffs P.O.V)


(this is happening after what happen in the last chapter)

I can't believe what i have done. Shade the girl i loved why did i do this to her? I love her she is my everything my world my sanity. I was laying in bed thinking when a knock came from my door "Come in" i yelled. Jane came in and kissed me i wanted to kiss back but i didnt i just not moved to kiss back. "Jeff whats wrong are you think of that whore shade again" jane spat shades name out like it was poison from her mouth with a bad taste to it after. "Babe we need to talk ok" i said sitting up looking at her. "Jane its been nice having you around and all but...i think we should see other people" i said looking right at her. She stayed still couple seconds passed and he eye was twitching then she started yelling "WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU BREAKING YUP WITH ME JEFF! I HAVE THE PERFECT BOOBS, ASS, FIGURE, HAIR AND MORE BEAUTIFUL THE SHADE! SHE HAS NOTHING COMPARED TO ME YOU ARE MINE AND ONLY MINE AND WE ARE GOING TO GET MARRIED AND HAVE KIDS AND RUB IT IN THAT VIRGINS FACE!" She said yelling making my blood boil. "When whore you know what you dont have is a fucking heart you think that shes a whore? Well look at your self shes kinda, caring, loving and doesn't need a guy like me but some one better now get the hell out of my room before i kill your ass because your a stupid dumb ass bitch with no brain" i said angry at jane. "fine have fun with that whore in hell" she ran out of my room most likely going on a killing spree in town.

After that i just lay on my bed with my mind thinking. Shade...the only girl that looked at me with caring and loving eyes with no lust in them at all. I really fucked up with her badly she will never look at me like that again. Before jane got into this i wish i held her at night again. Kissed her lips and smell her perfume which was the one i got her 1 month after we started dating. It was her fave cotton candy and chocolate. How i would pick her up and swing her around the room listening to music we like and fall on the bed and she would fall asleep in my arms. I smiled a the memory of us in bed laying there talking for hours about our dreams and future if we got married and have kids and what it would be like. I stared to cry thinking about those little thing that we did together. I hear crying not just any crying sky crying. I get my ass out of bed and go down stairs and see sky crying and slender comforting her about some thing. I walk in "Hey whats going on down her-" i got attacked by sky her on me "YOU LITTLE SHIT HOW DARE YOU WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO HER! SHES GONE BECAUSE OF YOU I HATE YOU ILL KILL YOU AND MAKE SURE YOU GET NEVER SEE DAY LIGHT AGAIN" She yelled trying to hit me her eyes crying and make up running down her face. Slender got off of her and held her close to him while she cried hard "Jeff read the note on the table and tell us what you know about this" slender said sadly like he was about to cry as well.

I walked to the table and picked up the note and it said:

To every one,
By the time you read this ill be some where far away from you guys. Don't come looking for me i want to be alone for a while and who knows i might see you in the future. My heart couldn't take the pain anymore of all the hurt and sadness so i though i was best i leave. Sky is you are reading this i know you know why i'm doing this but please don't cry your to beautiful to cry over me. You need to think about slendy and the others right now not me that will just get in the way of everything. And jeff if you are reading this i want you to know that i still love you but my heart is to much in pain to think that right now you are in bed with jane and kissing cuddling and maybe you are about to have the family you wanted. I might not be the mom but hope you are happy and wish you and that slut the best i guess. Please no looking for me i need this time alone and with you guys the best and even at the wedding for sky. I love you all and wish it wasnt like this but i have to say goodbye and i am going to miss you all
Love,
Shade


My heart stopped beating at what i read. She left us and we might never see her again thats when i got a wake up call about life. The girl i loved is gone and i can never get her back in my life. My world came crashing down i wanted to cry, throw shit, kill everyone, and die. Ill do anything to bring her back to me and have her in my arms again. Anything at all. Why in the name of zalgo dose this have to happen to us? all of us? When the others hear about this they all are going to be up set! I fell onto my knees sobbing loudly thinking why. Why does this happen to the people i love? First liu and now shade. I think i should just die or not have been born at all maybe my brother would have had a normal life and shade would have been happy and not know about me. she needs better but ill bring her back home for everyone because im the one who did this and i need to fix the wrong i have done to my beautiful shade. I shouldn't have fall in love with her i should have not fallen in love at all with this amazing person. I got up and went to my room to get ready to find shade and bring her back to the house our home and make things right hopping shes alright and not hurt. Shade in coming for you and will bring you back my love please dont be hurt.