Truly My Desire

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Lately i've been noticing the cute, pink box in the corner of my desk. 

It holds somethings so dear to me. 

But I know that If I open it, revealing it, ill only lead me to more despair.

But i'm doing it anyway.

Ironic right?

I stared at the box filled with letters. 

My heart raced.

Whyd things have to change?

I read the first one.

'Thank you so much for today my love. It was the most fun i've had in a while. I know when we meet I'm always really shy, which I hate. I wanna show you that I love you more than anything. I wanna touch your hair, and compliment your eyes. I want you to blush at me teasing you about how much of a beautiful man you are. But I just can't do it, and I don't know why. Maybe I'm scared? Scared that maybe you'll lose interest, or get bored and realize how pathetic I am. Or that when I do show my love to you, you'll just end up leaving me. I know I sound dumb and I'm sorry. But trust me, with time i'll show you every part of me. Just wait for me ok? '

I love you

- Mya'.

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