Truly My Desire

8:

(This is gonna be the last chapter continued!!)

Time skip~

Itd had been a week since I've gotten used to my new school. That Hoseok boy has been around me 24/7 since I got here. I'm not complaining but for crying out loud, he meets me after every single class, waits at my locker and even has dragged me to his table during lunch where I met 3 more beautiful boys.

"Why're you picking over your food Mya?" The pink haired boy named Taehyung asked me.

I shrugged, listening to the brown haired boy Hoseok was arguing with.

"Yah Jungkook, you're delusional" he sighed, shaking his head in disbelief.

"Hyung she looked at me, HYUNG WE MADE EYE CONTACT. Yah she has to like me Hyung." He scoffed.

I laughed. He's been sitting here rambling to Hoseok about some girl for the last 20 minutes, while the creepy blonde headed boy just stared at me with his hooded hazel eyes.

Jimin.

Sure he's a gorgeous man, but he's cocky and annoying. He flirts with any and every girl, knowing those selfless girls have no shame in giving themselves to him. Not my type personality wise, but his looks sure could kill.

I got up after finishing my lunch.

"Alright I think I'm done you guys. I'll be off now." I gathered my things as they all stopped to watch.

"Already? We still have a little bit of time left" Hoseok whined, pulling at my sweater sleeve .

This boy.

I would've instantly sat back down if I didn't have to speak to my history teacher. I've been doing pretty bad in there. My attention span lately has been very... low? I don't know but I can barely keep up without looking into space and zoning out after every two seconds. Time goes by so quick I barely even realize the class is over before even doing my work. Supposing that my entire life just changed, I do have a lot of things to think about. Especially being on my own now.

"I gotta do some things. So I'll just head out first ok? Byee" I hurried out, waving before any of them could say anything else.

Walking to the class, I stopped in my tracks when I heard quickening footsteps behind me. Before I could turn around someone ran into me. I groaned when my knees hit the ground pretty harshly.

"Ouch, my gosh" I sat on my butt and rubbed my knees.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I was running too quick and couldn't stop myself" I could tell it was Hoseok.

I looked up at him as he rubbed his hands together asking for forgiveness, his expression as sincere as his apology seemed. I couldn't help but smile at his cuteness.

"It's fine, you're fine Hoseok. Just be careful next time."

I sighed standing up, wiping the dust from my clothes.

"Yes I will be next time, thanks for forgiving me" he nervously chuckled, scratching the back of his neck.

"Woah.. never said I forgave you" I smirked. "Carry my stuff and maybe I'll consider it"

I laughed as he quickly grabbed for my stuff.

"Thanks Hoseok" I pat his shoulder, leading the way.

We walked in a for some reason awkward silence.

"Hey Mya" Hoseok spoke out, breaking the weird silence.

I hummed, letting him go on.

"You busy this Friday? I'm just asking" he awkwardly laughed.

"Uhh I don't know yet, any reason why?"
I really didn't know yet. I have to start finding a more advanced job, one maybe with a better pay?

Plus I wanted to start looking for another apartment. I've been saving up and I think I could at least afford a more modern type? I don't know, maybe.

"Well.." he faltered. "There's this event at the waterpark, you know the one across town? I was wondering if you'd want to maybe go with me? The guys will be there." He said in a hopeful voice.

"I'll see ok? It sounds fun so I wouldn't wanna miss out" I smiled at him.

"Really? Oh well it'd be great if you came" he smiled widely.

Can't fathom how my chest felt.. warm? I don't know why but every time I see him smile it makes me feel weird.. like tingly.

Ew, not liking this.

I quickly grabbed my stuff from him as we neared the classroom.

"Thanks for the help but I think you should go now. Thanks again" I nervously chuckled.

"Oh.. we'll see you later Mya!" He waved, walking the opposite way. I waved back, with that hot feeling still in my chest, slowly making its way up to my face.

I can't lie, although it's confusing and infuriating...

I kinda like this feeling.

I shook my head, attempting to bury the thoughts in the back of my head. I straightened my back and walked into the classroom.

"Hi Ms. Brown" I spoke out, clearing my throat when she didn't realize my existence.

" Oh, hello.. Mya?" She frowned in confusion.

"Ah.. yes ma'am I wanted to discuss my grade." I spoke sternly, trying to seem confident.

"Well let me check it out." She spoke as she clicked and clacked on her computer.

"Mya Williams, right?"

"Yes ma'am" I spoke firmly.

To be honest failing this class took a toll on my self esteem. I ran from home, living on my own, and still can't do anything right? I hate seeming weak, in search for help. I'm very capable of doing things on my own, and this makes me look like a failure.

"Mya" I heard Ms. Brown yell.

I bowed, apologizing.

"You ok? You seemed to be deep in thought about something." She looked at me worried, and I hated it. I hated it when people pitied me. It made me seem like I couldn't be independent or that I'm not good on my own. And I doubt being hard on myself like this won't help. I mentally sigh.

"Oh no ma'am, everything's just fine. Did you check?" I reassured her.

"Ah, yes I do see a bit of a.. problem. But nothing a little extra credit can't fix. Would you be willing to do so?"

"Of course, anything works " I shamelessly blurted out, desperate for anything to be the solution to this dumb problem.

I watched her chuckle.

"Never seen anyone so happy over schoolwork, it's some on the desk over there, grab a paper from the first and second stack. I'll send you an email of your missing work, so be checking missy."

After grabbing what I needed, I head out to my locker.

Putting everything up I can't help but notice the commotion from down the hallway.

Turning around to the source, my jaw dropped in horror seeing the man who seemed to be on the phone.

"I swear I'll find her ok? Stop bugging me Dad" he spat out, looking around.

What is my brother doing here?..

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