-i woke up to sharky poking me- "wake up. wake up. wake up. wake up"-sharks "sharks. let me sleep" "no wake up"-sharky "nooo"-i move away from him "dont make me get water"-sharky -i slowly sit up and look at him with a dirty look- "theres my beautiful girll"-sharky "shut it."-i got up going downstairs hearing him laugh as i left, i went downstairs and laid on a sofa with a blanket closing my eyes- "move i want to sit down"-kenny "theres other sofas" "well i want to sit here"-kenny "oh whatever!"-i got up and went into the kitchen getting a drink- "you okay y/n/n"-chunkz "yep. didnt want to be awake yet" "go back to sleep"-chunkz "tried on the sofa and kenny made me move" "he couldve sat somewhere else"-chunkz "thats what i said hes just been a cunt" "hell sort himself out soon"-chunkz "hopefully" -we went back into the living room and all the boys were there and me and chunkz sat down- "whats the plan today?" "i think were going to the sidemen house"-aj "why?" "just to hang out with them"-aj "am i coming?" "of course you are"-sharky "okayy" -i go upstairs to my room to get dressed-
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-i change into that and then do some make up and go downstairs- "you ready"-sharky "yeah"- i put my shoes on and go to the cars-
At the sidemen house
-chunkz knocks and vik answers it- "hey guys come in"-vik -we all come in and follow him through to the living room- "core shes stunning"-jj says looking at me -i feel sharkys arm around me as he hugs me from behind- "she is aint she"-he kisses my cheek and sits down then tobi comes in- "tobs!"-i go running up to him jumping as he catches me- "hey y/n/n"-we hug for a few seconds then i get down and go sit next to sharky and he has his arm round me- "you guys sorted it then"-tobi "yeah" "good. thought i was gonna have to kill someone"-tobi -i laugh and were all talking for a bit- "wait aj shes your sister?"-harry "yes you idiot"-aj "ohhh"-harry "wait so you wrote that song you broke me first?"-ethan "yeah" "good song"-ethan "for real"-harry "thank youu" -we all talk for a little longer before i get a message from the studio saying the songs just dropped so i show it to sharky because i didnt want to say it as i didnt want everyone's attention on me- "oh my god! thats great!"-sharky says as he hugs me -i hug him back but know i now have to tell everyone- "what is?"-aj "my song just dropped" "well listen to it whats it called"-jj "its called stay. but we dont have to listen to it its fine" "no we want to"-jj -he puts it and once its finished everyone gives me their thoughts on it and compliments- "thank you guys"-i smile at them and try not to tear up from happiness, i went from not wanting to be here in this world to now having the best people in it who make every moment matter.- -after a few hours we leave and head back to the beta squad house and watch a movie- "what one?"-chunkz "let y/n pick because of her song dropping today"-aj "rapunzel! tangled! same thing!" "im not watching a fucking disney princess film"-kenny "yes we are"-sharky "whatever"-kenny -i cuddle sharky while were watching it and keep noticing kenny giving us dirty looks, i really dont understand what ive done wrong but it really is starting to piss me of, i try to stay calm though not wanting to cause drama in the friend group- "oh my god theres so many edits of y/n and sharky"-niko says scrolling through tik tok "what are the comments?"-sharky "erm most of them are saying yuse should have kids already"-niko "no! i want to be an uncle but not yet you guys haven't been together long enough and if she does get pregnant im watching every single thing that happens when you guys are around eachother. im not letting what happened last time ever happen again"-aj "aj you know i would never do that!"-sharky "thats what i think not what i know!"-aj "aj i know your scared of that happening again but i know sharky wouldnt lay a hand on me and if he did which he wont but if he did id come straight to you guys, i wont be afraid and keep quiet" "no! its not happening!"-aj "aj shut the fuck up!"-sharky "sharks calm down thats my brother for fucks sake." "i dont care! he cant control us! we will do what we want he needs to get over himself!"-sharky
"its not getting over myself its getting over me loosing a niece! thats not going to happen! i wont ever get over that but i will make sure it doesnt happen in the future if u cant understand that i want to be careful then fuck of!"-aj "aj seriously shut the fuck up! so jarring for no reason sort yourself the fuck out!"-sharky "sharky! stop!" "no! dont tell me to stop when he started it!"-sharky "dont shout at me please sharky." "your brother started it! can you not see that!"-he got up putting his hand out to point at aj and i flinched and i could see he instantly felt bad but i didnt want to sit there and cry with them all there so i got up and went upstairs and heard someone start to follow me. "no leave me" -i carried on going to my room and didnt hear the footsteps anymore, i went into my room and laid on my bed instantly crying. its so stressful, boyfriend and brother having a screaming match, one of my best friends mad at me and i dont know why, trying to get over the past. its so hard. But i want to know why kennys mad at me "Kenny! come here!"-i shouted taking deep breathes and wiping my eyes so im calm while talking to him, he walks into my room "what?"-kenny wow straight away attitude okay. "why are you mad at me?" "im not"-kenny "you are so fucking tell me" -he took a breathe and went- "because of you and sharky."-kenny
A/n:longer chapterr! so i dont know how much longer this story will be continued for hopefully atleast a few more chapters im just trying to think of more ideas but thank you everyone for the love! i love you all so much🫶🏻🫶🏻
