My Perfect Match(NALU)

Chapter 4: Ex-Boyfriend

Lucy's POV

''What are you doing here, Loki?'' I said averting my eyes from my ex-boyfriend. ''I just wanted to see everyone; it has been a while.'' He said smiling. ''Well maybe you should visit on the weekend when Michelle and my father are free, otherwise you're not welcome here.'' I said still refusing to look at him. ''Lucy, how times can I apologize? I said I'm sorry 60 times, what more do you want from me?'' He said raising his voice a little. 

I laughed at his questions that made no common sense. ''Do you seriously not know? I don't want anything from you anymore! You never cared for me; you just used me for your own personal gain!'' I said finally looking at him. ''I just wish I never had fallen in-love with you or met you.'' I said tired of all the pain he's caused me. ''You don't mean that, you're just angry right now.'' Loki said looking at me. 

''But I do mean it, you were my childhood friend and my boyfriend but we made it work. Then one day out of the blue, Levy tells me it was all a lie, that you never really loved, that you were just using me. I didn't want to believe her but it turned out she was right.'' I said walking toward him. 

''I hope you fall in a ditch and never crawl back out because I now have this hole in my heart where you used to be, and it hurts every day. It feels like that hole in my heart is consuming everything I once had compassion, kindness, love.'' I said standing in front of him. ''Lucy, I love you'' Loki said softly grabbing both sides of my face. ''No, you don't because if you did, you wouldn't have hurt me.''

''Besides it wouldn't make a difference now.'' I said. ''What you don't love me anymore?'' Loki said looking for an answer. '' I don't anything you anymore, I don't hate you but I don't love you anymore either, I don't feel anything towards you anymore because I'm done.'' I said taking his hands off my face. ''W-what do you mean 'you're done'?'' Loki said. ''I mean I don't want to see you or think about you so just leave please.'' I said with a straight face. ''O-okay I won't bother you anymore, I'm sorry again.'' He said as he left.

After he left I just closed my eyes and sighed when I heard another voice. ''That must've been hard for you, I know you used to love him.'' It was Michelle. ''Michelle you shouldn't be up this late.'' I said. ''I took a nap earlier today so I'm not sleepy like at all.'' Michelle said. ''So how of that did you hear?'' I said looking at her. ''All of it, but we can talk about that tomorrow, you look tired.'' Michelle said. And I was, I just wanted to go to sleep. I went upstair to my bedroom and took a shower. 

After I changed I went straight to bed.

Sorry guys this chapter is kinda short, I didn't really know where I was going with this. Anyways thanks for reading which is like 2 people 😭😭😭