"Something inside me is broken"- unknownI taught your childhood was supposed to be your happiest moments,
but I spend my years running from mine,
things I did that I truly regret,
maturing from neglect wasn't so easy my friend.Growing up without the love and attention you need,
would lead you to stray,
But its the right time for someone to pretend they love you,
but little did you know all they wanted was to use you.If u would trying telling your parents they did nth but blame you, try talking to friends you would say,
but what if those same friends cause me pain,
talk to counselors- oh no darling I'm sorry you when through that just ignore them ok.I was in a mazed of confusion, why did everyone ignore my pain?
I would sit on the floor thinking of ways to say goodbye.Oh ! maybe I can use a rope,
Jump off a cliff,
or better yet suffocate to death.Boys would use me here and their playing with my feelings and tossed it near.
but I got the so called attention I was searching for,
as long they didn't leave I would say.But after a while they would give up on me too,
leaving me broken more than before.Being used wasn't nice,but the attention I crave was their.
Soon I realized what was happening,
but it was too late,
and soon my regrets starting pouring in.I would sit and cry for nights on end,
wishing someone would love me.Oh they would say I love you but,
what a lie
what a lieSometimes I wish I could change some of the choices I made
Oh what I would have done to get another chance to correct my mistake.I don't blame anyone but myself
maybe if I wasn't so stupid this wouldn't have happened
but oh well.Thanks for reading bye pumpkins
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Whispers of Soul
PoetryWhispers of Soul unveiling the emotions,this book is a collection of poems that delves deep into emotion's and experience. Each poem is a window into the author's soul inviting readers to connect with their own feeling and find solace in the power o...