my story (based on real events)

Hi, my name is Milena, I'm currently 12 years old. I'm a girl who loves kpop, eating, shapes, bls, animals, nature, gl, bts, txt, stray kids, (g) i-dle, itzy and other groups. Well, I'm from Maranhão but in 2021 (before Christmas and New Year) I moved to São João da Aliança and to this day I'm in this hell of a city and this hell of parents.

In 2022 I started self-harming. At that time I was at Selecina, at that school I had kind of the support of two people, the director Verônica and the Portuguese teacher Vanusa. Once I had almost all of my arm cut off, and these two wonderful women gave me support. Now in 2023 I don't have their support, and I'm thinking about asking my stepfather to go to a psychologist, my psychology isn't good, I'm seriously thinking about suicide. But there is one person who is keeping me standing for now, my younger sister and the only one. I didn't want to be the oldest, but that's life, right?

Well at home, I'm not as happy as I was at school, at home I have my mother, she's not as easy to deal with, she doesn't give me freedom or privacy. Maybe she's the reason I self-harm? My uncle and I have a good relationship, my stepfather and I do too.

"So has family rape ever happened to you? For you to self-harm for no reason?" The answer is no, no one in my family has ever raped me or anything like that, the reason for my self-harm is simply to take away the psychological pain and all the psychological suffering I have.

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Well that's it in the first chapter🙃
It's a way to explain my life 👍🏻