☆Atsushis pov☆
It had been a few days since akutagawa found out we hadn't spoken or seen each other since
I was just about to pack up my things up when Dazai stopped me
"You have been stressed lately atsushi why dont you come out with us tonight and have a stress free drink with us"
I looked behind him seeing that yosano kunikida junichiro and naomi were going to, this could be fun a stress free night I thought to myself as I agreed not knowing who else was gonna be there
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We arrived at a bar a soon as we got in Dazai rushed over to the bar shouting chibi
"I didn't realise other people would be here like port mafia" I said to kunikida
"Yes they are how come what's wrong?" He looked at me
"Nothing" I said smiling
Theres no way akutagawa is here this doesn't seem like his thing anyway just then I saw him all gloomy near chuuya
Fuckkkk I thought it's okay it's not like I have to be near him I'll just sit next to
WAIT WHAET the only seat left was next akutagawa are you kidding me I rubbed my temple's walking over and sitting next to him
Dazai ordered 4 rounds of shots for every one
I really shouldn't drink considering I took my medication today but I'm just done
I took 2 of my shots like a champ everybody finished there drinks and so did I
Next Dazai decided to order 3 vodka shots
After 2 of them I felt very drowsy and tried because if my medication mixing with the alcohol
"Should you even be drinking with what your on" akutagawa asked not facing me
"No probably not" I said in a sluggish voice
"Yeah I can tell I'll take you home"
"Why I'm fine I dont need your help" I said laying my head down
Akutagawa just sighed turning his gaze away from me
I kept staring at him with my head on the table pretty I thought lifting my head up sighing in the process
Look at me like I look at you I whispered as I took another shot
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Everyone was ready to go home with it being extremely late 3:40 am I was pretty hammered and drowsy it was cold outside as I tried to make my way home
"Jinko! Wait"
"What is it" I said turning around to see him putting out a cigarette
"You smoke" I asked
"Erm yeah well I mean I'm going to die anyway so"
We just kinda stared at each other
"Can I come with you"
"What do you mean jinko"
"I cant take any more of my medication" I said handing him the "bottle let's go to yours"
"Wait what why mine?" He said putting my pills in his pocket
"Because I like your company" I said slurring my words a bit
"Here you can lean on me while we wait for my driver" he said with a hint of blush on his face I smiled and leaned on him
So warm I thought to myself as my eyes fluttered shut
I'm really enjoying this book myself I always listen to Alex g when writing this just seems fitting for the vibe I want :)
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