The Day You Said Goodnight

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

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"Where are your parents?"-puro tanong na lang ata ganap ko ... umalis sya sa pag kaka sandal ng ulo sakin at umupo ulit kung saan sya naka upo kanina ... I'm a bit disappointed.. just a bit

"They live .. at busan ... Well I choose to study here.. because of my grandparents.. and also tatter told me na maganda dito... And I think I made the right choice"-she smile at me ... I want to roll my eyes when I hear that name again

I had this a little pain.. when she's always mention this girl name tatter ... Are they really that .. close I mean she mentioned
Earlier.. na she's lesbian.. wait oh em gie ....

"A-are y-you ... A-and tatter a-amhh ... Is there something between you and tatter?"-the heck is wrong with me ... Bakit ba nauutal ako. ..

Ano naman kung meron... Like I said if it's make you happy.. fight for it....

Pero bakit parang nasasaktan ako .. why do I feel suddenly sad ... At bakit ako umaasang wala sanang sila ...

She look at me .. na parang binabasa kung ano Yung nasa isip ko .. kung ano Yung reaction ko .. she's a bit surprised when I ask her .. maybe I'm right there's something between them ... Ano bang pake ko .. arghhhh

"What if ... We have?"-theres a huge pang in my chest... I swallow hard .. para di na mautal at ngumiti sa kanya

"It's okey... And why are you asking me"-i did my best para lang Hindi ako mautal ..

Tumingin ako sa labas at malakas pa din Ang ulan ... Mukang dito muna ako mag ii stay Hanggang bukas.. if it's not raining baka nag pa sundo nako .. I really wanna go home but I want to stay here .. gusto ko pa syang kasama

Kahit na kung ano Anong emosyon Yung nararamdaman ko ... this is so new to me

"Nothing..."-umayos ako ng upo at nanood na lang .. ulit ... I shouldn't ask about that... It's non of my business... Right.. I don't want her to think na pinapaki alaman ko pa Yung personal live nya..

We both became silent... Until her phone start ringing... She look at it ... Kala ko hindi nya sasagutin pero tumayo sya at sinagot Ang  tawag. 

"Tatter.."-i secretly roll my eyes.. and cross my arm... Tatter again.

"Yes ... Okey ill check it!"-check of what... I want to ask but.  I can't.. again it's non of my business

Lumayo naman sya .. kaya hindi ko na na rinig kung ano pang pinapag usapan nila .. ano kayang magandang gawin namin para hindi sya maboring ..

I feel like I'm boring... Hayy .. I know.. only haneul can make me kulit...  I can't accompany her .. I don't know how to deal with someone I still don't know... Pero I trust her naman kaya nga sumama ako sa kanya dito sa dorm nya

"Ahm .. lu"-she called me while reading something to her phone before she look at me ...

"I need to check... Something can you wait me here .. saglit lang ako mga 2mins lang"-she look like a puppy I smile at her and nod  "sure don't worry"-i said

"Don't go ... Okey? I'll make it quick"-hindi pako nakaka sagot at mabilis syang nag lakad papunta sa pinto

Pag labas nya nanood lang ako saglit I got bored kaya nilipat ko na sa ibang channel.. nanood lang ako ng secret garden... I like it though.. how they switch their body ... It's kinda funny ..