THE BOY I LOVED

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"There you are!" Seungcheol exclaimed while watching his bestfriend and his manager coming towards their side, as always, Soonyoung leading Jihoon and holding his hands while the shorter tried not to bump into the stuffed crowd present in the way.

Fortunately, where they sat was quite a peaceful area, specially when bars are not meant to be peaceful, atleast the corner Seungcheol and Jeonghan chose was deprived of human interaction.

Watching them coming over, Jeonghan frantically leaned in towards his boyfriend, watching Jihoon and Soonyoung being few feets away from them, "Tell Soonyoung to confess already!"

His boyfriend was offended, as if he was Soonyoung himself, "Why don't you tell Jihoon to realise his feelings and stop being oblivious?"

"I can't do that." Jeonghan protested, slightly hitting Seungcheol's arms while the man as always pretended to be in pain, "Well, I can't do that either. Jihoon is stupid, what can I do in that?"

It was Jeonghan's time to be offended on behalf of Jihoon, "Jihoon is not stupid! It's just-"

"It's just you see your past self in him don't you?" Seungcheol laughed when Jeonghan mouth parted to speak against the fact but couldn't muster up a single word to do so. The older then watched his boyfriend's eyes narrowing in annoyance, "Accept the fact hannie, you get Jihoon because once you were as oblivious as him, i get Soonyoung because once I was in the same position as him. Tell me honestly, why are you all really have to be so ignorant towards your feelings? Why can't just accept it like we do?"

Jeonghan was just an inch away from grabbing his boyfriend's collar and smack his face onto nearby wall because of the mocking grin he had while looking at him all these while. His hands though reached at Seungcheol's collar, grabbing it threateningly while glaring at the older, only for him to end up giggling like a child.

"Are you really planning to kill him today Hyung?" Jihoon asked while settling in front of them, Jeonghan gritting his teeth in annoyance and releasing his boyfriend's collar before patting his chest with a sarcastic smile, as if saying it he would see him later.

Seungcheol then watched his boyfriend turning towards his bestfriend, "He really got a big mouth so don't blame me if you couldn't see him tomorrow."

While Jihoon just nodded in response, accepting the fact that his bestfriend indeed had a short lifespan all thanks to his no-filter-mouth, Soonyoung on the other hand scoffed at the couple, "What did my cheol Hyung do now that you want to kill him that badly Hyung?"

Seungcheol shrugged off the daggers Jeonghan was throwing at him for the moment as he complained to younger, "My husband thinks being oblivious to someone's feelings is cool."

"I did not say that!" Jeonghan protested against the statement but couldn't argue more when the three of them turned towards him, his voice shuttered, "Atleast i-i didn't mean it like that."

"Please elaborate hubby, how did you mean it then?" The voice of Seungcheol was so much sugar coated as if he really wasn't throwing him under the bus at the moment.

"I mean- how would I know how you feel about me if you won't tell me Specially when my self esteem says no one can love me and my ego says everybody looking at me is in love with me?" Jeonghan had a wary smile on his face, finally confessing just for his boyfriend to chuckle slightly at him.

"If not mine atleast you should know about your feelings hannie. You didn't even know what you felt about me until I confessed. Even back then you went like 'i need time to think' and ended up saying, 'we should just be friends'."

"I like where this is going." Soonyoung commented causing Jihoon to laugh at him. The drinks were already on the table and the way Soonyoung sipped on his while looking at the both men in front, Jihoon found it childlishly endearing.