"Ur lips were soft like winter" || minsung

Chapter 4

As Jisung was walking home he passed by a convenience stop jisung then proceeded to stop walking turning around and heading towards the store. He then walked in grabbing a drink and a snack. He then proceeded to walk to the cashier.

As the pretty girl was scanning his stuff he noticed her staring at him. He then tilted his head in confusion and all of the sudden she spoke "hey are you okay?" She asked "I know it's not my place to say this and I know we're complete strangers but...you look a little rough. If you need anyone to talk to you know you can always talk to me"

Jisung then frowned a little and responded with a little nod and saying "yes I'm okay just you know life...but thank you for your concern...yeji. Thank you Yeji" he said as he looked at her name tag. She then smiled and nodded as Jisung paid for his items.

Jisung then stopped by a park sitting down on a swing. He then proceeded to open his drink taking a sip on it. He then realized it had gotten dark. He sighed and looked up at she sky and admired the stars. He loved the stars. He felt comfort in the stars and moon. He felt at peace.

He made a sigh of content looking at the starts. He thought to himself. Soon enough I'll be with the stars and the moon at peace. How he wanted peace he longed for it. He just wanted to leave this hell. Jisung then snapped out of it as he felt a single tear go down his cheek that gradually turned into him full on sobbing. He just sat there for a while sobbing eventually stopping.

He wiped his tears checking the time. His heart sank. He didn't realize how late it was. His parents would for sure kill him this time. He then quickly gathered his trash and threw it away and quickly started walking back to his house that was only about a 5 or 10 minute walk.

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Jisung eventually arrived at his house and he took a deep breath and pulled out his spare key. He then unlocked the door and slowly stepped inside and all he could hear were the muffled sound of his parents screaming at each other for whatever reason.

Jisung then slowly walked up the stairs hoping he wouldn't make any noise his parents could hear below him. Then all of the sudden he heard his mom's voice loud and clear. "JISUNG GET UR ASS DOWN HERE!" She called out from the bottom of the steps.

Jisungs eyes widened and panic started to settle in. He then cursed to himself under his breath and slowly turned around responding with "yes mother? Is everything alright?" He questioned even tho he was terrified. His mother then replied with "where the hell were you Jisung?"

Jisung didn't know how to respond. What would he say? He tried to think of an excuse as fast as he could. Saying "I- I went to the convenience store" Jisungs eyes averted away from his mother's.

His mother then scrunched her face and raised an eyebrow and said "don't fucking lie to me Jisung. I know damn well you didn't go to the convenience store because you wouldn't have been able to because you would have been on your bus and you know you need our permission. So tell me Jisung where the FUCK have you been."

Jisung gulped. We wasn't lying he DID go to the store. He had to think carefully of what he would say next because if he fucked this up it would be all over because his parents already aren't in a good mood because they were fighting and he didn't want to piss them off anymore because that...would not end well.

Jisung then proceeded to say " m-mom I'm not lying! I really did go to the store!" He gulped. Scared of what would happen next. He then slowly looked up at his mother's furious face expression. He was so scared of what would happen next. He already practically knew. And he was right. Because all of the sudden he felt a stinging to his cheek.

She hit him. She then proceeded to yell at him saying "I KNOW UR LYING SON. YOU KNOW LYING IS A SIN. I DID NOT RAISE YOU LIKE THAT. DO I NEED TO GET UR FATHER TO HANDLE YOU INSTEAD? HUH?!"

He then felt the tears pricking at his eyes. He hated being yelled at. He then shook his head and his mother began to speak again. "HUH?! WHAT WAS THAT I DONT THINK I HEARD YOU!"

He then lowered his head and said "no ma'm" jisungs mom then proceeded to say "that's what I thought. Now go to ur room and don't come out again you fag"

Jisung just nodded walking in his room and throwing his bag somewhere on the floor. He then changed into some sweats and a random hoodie and hopped into bed too tired to do anything. And he let sleep consume him soon falling asleep.

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A/N: I made this chapter in the car 😭 also lmk if I need to fix anything! Hope this met expectations. Also my bday is in 4 days omg! I'll also try to double update since I'm on a road trip rn!