"Ur lips were soft like winter" || minsung

Chapter 5

Jisung woke up still feeling a little pain on his stomach and still feeling pain on his cheek from the day before. To say he was tired was an understatement. He was exhausted not just physically but also mentally. Jisung felt like he had cried so much he didn't have any tears left. But he was so used to it.

Jisung got out of bed taking a shower and doing the usual. But today he had no motivation he had none left. So today he would just wear grey sweatpants and a black hoodie. He then grabbed his backpack swinging it over his shoulder and he sat on his bed for a second before making sure he had everything.

As he was about to walk out of his room he ruffled his hair not caring anymore. He then proceeded down the steps completely ignoring his parents that stared at him not bothering to stare back or have breakfast again he walked out of the front door waiting for his bus once again.

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His bus eventually made it to his school and he had some spare time before his first class began which he usually didn't have so he wanted to use it wisely. He wanted to go to the rooftop to avoid anyone he didn't want to see. He walked with his head low. Knowing he probably looked half dead. He felt like it too.

As he was walking he saw someone he recognized isn't that the person who asked if I was okay on the rooftop yesterday? He looked away but looked at him again double checking and in fact it was him. Isn't his name Felix or something like that? He thought to himself

He shrugged and continued to walk to the rooftop stopping and opening the door. He then proceeded to sit on the edge again. Putting his headphones in. He let the breeze hit his face. Sighing in content. It was almost winter. So it was pretty cold out. Jisung loved the winter. The coldness was something he felt comfort in. Like the stars. After a couple of minutes he checked the time and started headed to his first class.

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Ughh finally it's lunch time. Hopefully I can get a break today. Jisung thought to himself. He got all his things and decided he would get lunch. So he headed to the cafeteria hurrying so he didn't run into jungkook again or him.

He quickly grabbed his lunch and basically started running to the rooftop. Feeling relieved he didn't see anyone he didn't like. Once again he sat down and put his headphones in. Feeling the cold windy air bite at his small cheeks.

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He ate too much. Shit. He thought. I guess I'll have to be late again to my next period. He sighed thinking about it. He closed his eyes enduring the fresh smell and nice breeze. Not noticing someone opening the door and slowly walking to him.

All of the sudden someone took out his headphone Jisung saying "what the hell" under his breath as he turned to the other side to see who ripped his earbud out his ear. It's the guy from yesterday. Jisung tilted his head in confusion then the blond spoke up. "Hi! It's me again! Nice to see you!" Felix said enthusiastically.

Jisung was pretty confused. "Oh hi" Jisung said. Felix then sat down next to the blue haired boy. "Soo do you always come up here?" The blond asked. Jisung nodded quietly saying "yeah" Felix just hummed in response. Now it was just awkward silence.

To break the silence Felix spoke up. "Are you always this quiet?" Felix asked. Jisung once again nodded slowly. his eyes averting on the ground below them. Jisung then said "yea I guess"

Felix just smiled. Why is he smiling. Why would anyone want to smile when ur around me. Why are you sitting with me. Jisung thought to himself. After what seemed like an eternity but what was only a couple of seconds Jisung found the courage to speak up. "Why?" Jisung said.

Felix tilted his head in confusion. "Why what?" Felix asked. "Why...why are you sitting with me?" Jisung said. Felix just smiled and said "because you look lonely, silly! don't you want a couple of friends!"

Jisung only lowered his head even more. No.no, i don't want friends. I don't need them. The only person I trusted the most that I knew the best. Hurt me. I thought he was my friend.

Felix noticed this. So he tried to cheer the guy up. "How about we exchange numbers!?" Felix said out of nowhere. "I-I um are you sure? People take me as the weird and depressing kid. Are you sure you want that." "Won't it ruin ur reputation" Jisung said as he lowered his head once again.

Felix just smiled and nodded again. "Of course I'm sure! Never judge a book by its cover!" Felix said.

But only if you knew Felix. If only. Jisung thought. But he just nodded slowly. Complying with the blond.

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A/N : double update like I said. I'm so happy. I got a gf 🤭 anyway hope yall enjoyed this chapter.