Coal and Toby

a little more than a talk

I got to school early only because I knew Toby's locker is right next to mine and I wanted to get my stuff before he got to school so I wouldn't have to talk to him(I know I'm being an asshole please don't remind me). Music was the second class of the day right after pe, and the teacher was nice and let us go a little bit early so I got to music room early and started working on my math homework. Toby walked in and stared at me, I didn't understand the expression on his face, it was something between anger and disgust but he still set next to me I wanted to say that I was sorry, that I was wrong and it's all my fault but I couldn't get myself to talk. The lesson started and we were both silent antil the end. When the bell reng Toby said he wanted to talk with me, I stayed silent but didn't leave so he started to talk. "I don't know why I said that, I shouldn't have, I ruined our friendship and I'm sorry but why did you  leave?" I stayed quite he kept talking but I couldn't hear him this time it felt like I couldn't control my body because I got up and instead of walking out of class I walked towards Toby. And then I kissed him.